SORRY

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<3

Tay Swift, you're BRILLIANT.


Ahh, have had this on repeat for the past hour hahaha.



Mmmm everything is so amazing right now<3




_Lees

FEB2010

Please, please OHHHH PLEASSEEE! I want you, Civ-y Baby! LOL


Man it definately has been a while since I've updated.. hmm.. that means I'm pretty happy. (: Mmm yeeeahhh I am! Plus school's a pain, oh and choir, and work! But friends and (: hahaha have been better than everrr <3




You make me sooo happy.. sometimes ;D



_Lyss

Accomplishment

The longest I haven't blogged since forever! Hahah



I don't know how to express my feelings anymore hah.
Mm let's just say.. It's hard for me to not think about you ha.



Really good cover, of an amazing song


_Lyss

Sweet Disposition.

Hmm.. So the other day I finally got around to telling my sister what's happened.. not necessarily what went wrong.. just the whole differences thing.. and suprisingly, she was kind of disappointed ha. Disappointed that I didn't make it work.. which is totally different than what I've been hearing haha. Maybe it 'cause she really liked you and saw that I really was happy.. I laughed for a bit really just because I thought she'd say different but yeah.. I just told her, what's done is done and for now, I can't change anything.


Ehh.. well to be honest, these past two weeks have been probably the slowest/fastest weeks ever. How does that even work? I have no idea. It has been filled with great company, good laughs, spontaneous outings and so much more, yet.. it has been filled with gloom, undesired thoughts, and sleepless nights. I can't even describe to a person how I feel anymore hahah.. like two weeks ago I got into a car accident and then something else.. ha but the following week I got my permit and a job haha. I'm pretty nervous to see how it'll turn out tomorrow hehh. But all in all.. I wish you were here.. so I could share all my thoughts with you and just have someone I trust to talk with. Like I said in a previous post.. I wish I could just wake up from this dream... but it's not, it's reality. (Emo! HAH) My expectations are totally off from my reality and I can't wait til Saturday to prove that they really aren't going to align (Yeah.. I know 500 Days of Summer) hahah. Ahhh.. it's just so hard.. not only losing a boyfriend or whatever you wanna call it, but losing a best friend. Someone I love and trust. I don't know.. I just realized how much we both took advantage of the thought of always being there.. and we didn't really notice..but since it's all gone.. completely.. it's different. A huge change in everything. I wish everything wasn't so messed up.. You have played such a key factor in my life for the past two years. Simple 'Hello, How are you?"s really did suffice.. It's a shame to realize things once they are completely out of your grasp. I wish I could fix everything in a heartbeat.. but it's not up to me anymore.... I'm sure you know by now that I've been wanting to talk to you. But I'm not going to.. because I don't know if you want it bad enough... what I'm saying might be a mistake, but I'm going to take the chance. If you want to.. take the initiative. If not then..





Alyssa.

500DOS

As cheesy as this might sound, I think God really wanted me to see this movie. HAH. I think it was good for me to see it alone.. LAME well not really.. I just wasn't sitting riiiightttt next my sister and her friends. Honestly, just thinking about the whole movie makes my heart drop yet go crazy at the same time.. Thanks to Joseph Gordon-Levitt LOL.. jk not to mention Zooey DeChanel is sucha beauty! I wish I looked like her. It was kind of gay.. but I was smiling through the whole movie.. except the parts where I was silently crying to myself HAHA oh Lord. I can't explain how it makes me feel.. but it really made me feel hopeful. These past couple of months have been so rough on me, emotionally.. some of you may know ha. But yeah, Right now.. I feel happy, yet I feel my heart down in my stomach like I'm about to cry HA. But.. these past couple of days have been like this haha. Fuck.. sorry.. I can barely see the screen right now cause I'm crying again. I don't know what these tears are anymore.. emo hahahaha! Alright.. I can see better. During the whole movie I was thinking of something.. maybe a person.. heh. Ooo.. but of course.. it's meant for you to think of the special someone or the future DGGQ lol. No one knows (: But anyways.. I'm not gonna spoil anything but there's this part of the end.. where it has the numbers 225 behind JGL.. I don't know why I noticed but I just did.. and those happen to be the numbers of my birthday! Weird right? Coicidence.. yeah hah oh well I noticed it! I just want people to watch it.. of course it's going to be heartbreaking because it sure as hell broke mine at some of the parts.. It's weird cause I related to it so much.. pretty much most of it! At the end there's a spot that is suppose to be all happy and gives JGL closure.. of course I want to feel that closure and something that happens at the part. But as of now.. I can't see it happen.. I don't want to let it go.. yet.. I'm not sure. I don't want to let my memories go.. it's just so hard. I can't help but to think about it everyday. I'm hanging in there so much better though. Thanks to my friends for just chillin with me.. or talking to me when I feel like venting or listening to me brag about how good of a guy you are haha. (500) Days of Summer gave me hope.. I hope everyone whose struggling right now gets a chance to watch it (:

(731) on Tuesday.. shit.
PS I painted you something today.. haaaa..


_Alyssa

It feels

like this past week has been a dream..


I'm just ready to wake up from it now.



But I know it isn't and I know I can't wake up and just fix everything that went wrong this week.. from my others peoples pain going to my own. Everything happens for a reason, right? And everything right will just fall into place.. As I've heard hah.. for me.. everything has just been going in such different directions this week. I wouldn't even know where to start. I mean of course I've had plenty of good moments this week, no doubt.. but all those moments went by so quickly.. and right now I can only see what went wrong this week.. I know I shouldn't and I don't want to.. but I just can't stop. But the thing is, I don't want to stop thinking about it.. I don't want to forget any of the memories that have been replaying in my head the past couple days. I feel it all slowly slipping through my fingers or disappearing right before my eyes. I don't want to lose these memories and I wish more could be made. I've been finding myself getting really upset at least once a day.. and even start tearing up sometimes ha. I still can't believe it. I've been taught so much from this, given so much advice to this and each time I get really.. emotional? Because it's such a touchy subject.. everytime I'm done talking about it.. I find so many more positive things about you.. ha yeah, it's a person.. who woulda guess.. haaaaaaaaa. Sometimes reading what you have to say makes my heart drop to my stomach.. I can't help to believe that it's not over. It's like I just wanna get my phone and make that call.. or make that trip.. or just go out of my way to do something.. I would in a heartbeat.. but.. Idk. I just want this to be over and just start over.


I want to wake up.
"I'm tryna reach you, I can almost feel you, you're nearly here and then... you disappear."



_Alyssa Nicole Sacramento.

BIGASSSSSHUGGGG

That's what I wanted to give you tonight..




=[ I know it won't happen anymore though..




_Alyssa

A reminder.

Yesterday was a reminder for me to be thankful for everyday that I'm still here on Earth living with the people I love the most. Life can be taken away in a matter of milliseconds.. without you even suspecting it. Yesterday might've been one of the closest things to that.. One car hitting ours the wrong way.. wow I can't even imagine. I'm really just so thankful to be here right now. I'm thankful that no one invovled was seriously injured. I'm thankful that God was with us in that car. I'm sure that yesterday was a wake up call to almost all of us to never take things for granted. All I know is that I'm so thankful to still be here, along with the 4 other people that were involved and that I'm so blessed to have such a great life.. even if things don't go as I desire sometimes.. I know God is watching out for me and making sure that I'm still here to do something right.




_Alyssa.

I'm in

DENIAL


Hahhhhh.. forreal though. I really didn't think so.. because I thought I had my mind straight.. but really? When do I ever have my mind straight.. when does anyone?! Aha. I guess I just had to hear it from one of my closest friends that I am. I'm so stubborn that I don't see the good things that I have right in front of my face.. whether it be a person or an activity or whatever. My constant standings on being "right" all the time are causing me to think otherwise of the things that really are right.. or at least make sense. For the past couple of months I've been so narrow-minded that I'm beggining to shut out other peoples imput, even for those I care about the most. I know for a fact that I'm not angry or pissed off most of the time.. it's just that I'm scared. Just scared of being hurt.. that's pretty much it. Haha. As I was telling someone last night.. I'm just tired of putting myself out there (even I don't sometimes ha), and then getting shut down. But hey, that's life nahmeaaannn?! Yeaahh.. just gotta DEAL. But if you don't want me to beat around the bush anymore, all I really am is... FUCKING LONELY hahahahah. It's true, but hey whatevaaaaa ;D



_Lyss!

Tell me why

I let so many things slip right through my fingers.. why I know I ruined something that had so much potential... why I contradicted all the advice I'd given to others.. why I have to ruin every "thing" I get invovled with.. why all my guy friends are telling me that they're changing.. why I haven't given up on you yet.. why I won't.




And tell my why this asshole is my twin HAHAHA.


buggyboi92 (4:07:32 AM): YEAH
buggyboi92 (4:07:35 AM): shoot
buggyboi92 (4:07:38 AM): teach me
a lees s uh h (4:07:44 AM): OH WHATTTT?!
buggyboi92 (4:07:51 AM): hahahaha
buggyboi92 (4:07:56 AM): you heard me!
a lees s uh h (4:07:55 AM): joshua david schock is asking ME?!
buggyboi92 (4:07:58 AM): LOL
a lees s uh h (4:08:04 AM): damn
buggyboi92 (4:08:07 AM): dudeee
buggyboi92 (4:08:07 AM): fucking
a lees s uh h (4:08:07 AM): crazzyyyy night
buggyboi92 (4:08:08 AM): i love you
a lees s uh h (4:08:08 AM): hahaha
buggyboi92 (4:08:10 AM): gahdayum
buggyboi92 (4:08:10 AM): yeah
buggyboi92 (4:08:10 AM): wow
buggyboi92 (4:08:13 AM): fucking
a lees s uh h (4:08:15 AM): dude i know
buggyboi92 (4:08:15 AM): smiilar moment
a lees s uh h (4:08:16 AM): hahahaha
buggyboi92 (4:08:17 AM): LOL
buggyboi92 (4:08:22 AM): we seirously
buggyboi92 (4:08:21 AM): have
buggyboi92 (4:08:26 AM): a connection going on
a lees s uh h (4:08:32 AM): no.. really i know we do
a lees s uh h (4:08:33 AM): hahahahaha
buggyboi92 (4:08:36 AM): hahahaha



"I'm not even gonna ask, I'm gonna let you handle this on your own"
And why I love this muuhhhhfucking bitch so much HAHAHA.
I don't know it's crazy how the two of us argue so much and don't see eye to eye about anything.. but we still have this neverending faith in each other and that we won't fall.. but come up and succeed or learn in the end.





Oh and eff you JSal for finishing all the AP shit hahahahah.. I'm so jealous! >=[





_Lyss.

(:

He never ceases to amaze me with how good of a boyfriend he is to my witto baby, Christine (:


cssdtm (2:42:43 AM): like all i get to do is work and stuff
cssdtm (2:42:46 AM): and i have no phone
cssdtm (2:42:52 AM): but every night i go on AIM
cssdtm (2:42:57 AM): (this is lame sounding)
cssdtm (2:43:01 AM): and she makes it all worth it
a lees s uh h (2:43:06 AM): AWWW
a lees s uh h (2:43:09 AM): wth dude
a lees s uh h (2:43:13 AM): how freaking cute!
cssdtm (2:43:26 AM): ya i know
cssdtm (2:43:34 AM): i usually dont get like this
cssdtm (2:43:41 AM): but recently its been great!



READ THIS CHRISTINE (:

Mmm..

Haven't felt this way in so long about anyone.. It's a shame that everything happened at the most horrible timing. I hate that I'm so upset right now.. because I'm probably the furthest from being a sad/upset person period ha.. But right now I am. And yeah, it might be someones "fault" but damn sure it's my fault too. I feel my heart down in my stomach right now hah. I just can't believe this is happening. Or maybe I'm assuming too quickly.. hah but I doubt it. I was always told to prepare for the worst.. which is what I'm doing right now. But I just can't see any of it going through right now. I can't process anything ha.. I wish things could go back.. but we can only move forward. I can't keep living in the past or even the future. What I hate the most about this.. is that so much was found out during the bad parts.. things that should have been said when things were at least okay. It's things that will never have a chance to be fixed and I'll be wondering for a long time what could have been. But I know I shouldn't.. At one point I thought or acted like I felt so much hatred towards the person. But in reality I was just running away from what I really felt.. which was obviously completely opposite.. haha. How could I hate, yknow? Even if it might be the scenario for the other person hah.. I'm just so scared. Scared of feeling this way. Scared of feeling something I haven't felt in nearly two or three years.. the feeling of losing someone so close to me.. that was seriously one of the worst feelings.. The fact that I want to be friends or at least keep in touch with that person.. but I know I can't. The firs time something similar to this happened.. I right away wanted things to be okay, for us to be friends.. But that was so much harder.. and a year later is when we could finally stand to be around each other.. ha sad. I'm just scared this might take even longer. As each day passes and each and everytime I talk to this person.. the more afraid I am. I hate how we go everyday talking casualy pretending like nothings wrong and after the bad things will become good and we'll be "friends".. that's not going to happen. I won't let it happen. I already see it happening to one of my best friends.. it's not healthy for her. I don't and won't end up doing stupid things to get my "mind off it" because when the day ends or at a part of a day when I'm sane.. it'll still be there. The part of me thinking.. "I wish I knew what you wanted" because I wouldve in a heart beat. I guess this just sums up that it's too late.. I'm scared I'm giving up now..


"Kiss me quick, but make it last.
So I can see how badly this will
hurt me when you say Goodbye."




P.S. This is the most ma'arte, emo, kawawa, dramatic blog ever HAHAHAHAHA...





_Yours always, Alyssa.

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P.S. I thought this was super nice, cute ofathing said
"I would call you to pick me up after.. just in case I was super upset but you have school."
"How come you didn't tell me first, I'll pick you up.. what time?"
"You think that shits gonna go on for like 3 hours?"
Hahahahahahaha aww my bff cares for me :'D






Just preparing for the worst y'know (: .... =/...... :(




_Lyss

<3

cssdtm: go on facebook and accept my request to date you LOL




Unfortunately that was not to me HAHAHA. Seriously, why can't I have a white ginger, who looks like Rupert Grint, Filipino-washed with cute ass manners, sings well, and is NOT a dick!? I'm really jealous of you Christine hahahaha.



_lyss.

See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
l'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breath
Even though your far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

Listen to Catch Me - Demi Lovato.. don't laugh it's good okay!? HAH

Whooooaa

baby



Can't seem to find the strength to put what I really feel on here anymore ahah. Maybe I'm too lazy.. probably! Ehhh.. made another thing.. but I'm gonna keep it secret for a while because it has some serious shit on there ahah. Mm so I'm gonna make this a happy blogspot.. yeah babybaaayyybeeehhh! (:




She's freakin' illll! (: The second person, anyways haha she's like 2! JK HAH like 10 maybe 12ish.. dope though!

Weeeirrrrddd..

After a while.. things that matter so much fall silent.. to people anyways. My mind still races everyday from this subject to this one and eventually back to the originating one.. It's funny how things always seems to work out like that.. You can go from one place to another and to another and so on.. but eventually you just go back to where you originally started.. hmmppphhh.. found that kind of weird. Mm but anyways.. I found myself talking to a friend or new friend! that I'd never think of talking to. Because.. I don't know ahah.. But anyways.. I found myself talking to this person about some things I've been trying to.. mm not really avoid but try not to because I feel as if my emotions aren't worth spending time on it.. Although it seems to be something I think about at least once a day ahah. But anywho.. it was good finally talking about it again.. realizing "Hmm.. oh yeah, this is why I keep thinking about it" and it being a good thing. These past two months or so.. I've felt so.. I can't put my finger on it.. but feel as if my mind was so jumbled and everything seemed so complicated when there was no need of it. I now feel like everything is simply falling into place... not place but unraveling. Unraveling into something simpler for me to analyze. It's things like these that make me realize why I've stayed for so long and why my faith in this hasn't completely died out yet.. even if it had died out on the other end.. hmmm... It just felt good hearing that someone.. even if I'm not as close as the other end is.. has faith in it.


OH AND THIS MADE MY DAY (:

(1:53:54 AM): we had no one there for us

(1:54:01 AM): soo it's good to make it easier

(1:54:54 AM): on someone

(1:54:55 AM): we love

(1:55:04 AM): aww (:

(1:55:12 AM): thank youuu!

_Alyssa

Really

like this verse

"This time of night I could call you up
I'd get angry with athletic ease, break common laws in twos and threes
If I die clutching your photograph
Don't call me boring, It's just 'cause I like you
Take me on back... take me back
To the place where I could feel your heart
Is this the end or just the start of
Something really, really beautiful
Wrapped up and disguised as something really, really ugly"

_Alyssa

KAYCEE MENDOZA

This blog is for the one and only Kaycee Mendoza...



"hahah well you have something to write about in your blog! hahaha"



Yeeeahhh thaassss all I'm puttin' 'cause that shit was way too embarrassing ahahaha. (:




_Alyssa

WOW

"Obviously, being fickle isn't a good long-term attitude for building a relationship so enjoy your freedom one day at a time."

KD: Damn you're pretty fickle.





WHATHEFUCK.. Excuse my language! BUT! Dude! Up until like last week I didn't even know what fickle meant until KD said it to me and then I read it in my horoscope! WOW! I'm thinkin' it's a sign.. hahahaha. (That the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned) Okay I had to finish the song but REALLY!? Who says fickle! KD.. I think you're writing these horoscopes man!!!! Hahahaha. Wow...



Well tonight was fun..!!!!!!! Lo picked me up then we picked up Mi then to Thai BBQ then we went to Miah's Lola's hahaha then Lauren's then drove and got zee pups.. brought them to Alyssa Cip's then I went home.. Then got kidnapped and .. I can't go on any further HAHAHAHAHA! Nick and Norah's? Def! Well pretty much my mission was to help rescue someone.. in something I would not normally wear... hahahah oh noooo.. Thought I would die but turns out the world was asleep ahah. 'Twas great. Probably got even sicker from all that bad environment stuff! GOSH I really thought I was going to die.. hahaha. Whatever.. ain't mahhh thaannggg! Won't be happening for a while. YEAH! Suuuper interesting.. much more than I though hahah. Mm yup.. and SERIOUSLY!? I'm starting to think it's not a coincidence anymore.. it's just plain blehhhh... hahaha. Mmm yeah!I'm rambling... GOODNIGHT :D

BOMB

_A

"The irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out that you love someone right after that person has walked out of your life. Sometimes you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them, just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, letting go is one way of expressing how much they love a person, but for others it’s holding on to that special feeling as long as possible before it fades away. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love, love is always present, it’s just that one was being loved too much and the other wasn’t being loved enough. We all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just a pass time, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you are hurting too much. Give up when you or the other believes love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. there is someone out there who will honestly love you, and only then will you know true love."

lyssa

Mmmm

I love this song for some reason! HA
PS Happy Birthday Jeremy!




_Lyss

Wooooo! Dude.. Rupert Grint aka Ron Weasley is so freaking cuuuutee! Oh my goodness (: I can't get over him hahah. And Emma Watson aka Hermione Granger got reaaaal pretty! DUDE and then Cormac McLaggen guy.. OH my! He was suuuper cute tooooo (: I'm not sure what happened to Harry though.. hahahah. But over all I love the movie! I don't know but this Harry Potter seemed so much funnier than all the rest! Muhahah I couldn't stop laughing! Although it dragged sometimes, I still really liked it! So.. if you're down to watch it again.. you know what to do ;D 'Cause I am! (: Hahaha ahhh.



Sheeeesh. Last night was so fun! The long awaited sleepover hahah. I didn't really sleep til like 8 -___- 'cause I just couldn't aha and then all the sudden everyone was awake at 9:30! And I was on Miah's little "couch built into the wall".. gaaah that shit was SOO small =[ Haha it's okay though. Mmm Yeee.. I love telling/hearing scary stories! Haha maan it's so fun! I love that feeling of being scared ahah. Mmm well this is kinda getting lengthy and I don't feel like writing anymore hahaha BYE!




_Lyss

ILoveBeyonce<3

llvlleexha (12:46:15 AM): was she like poppin it and errthang?

a lees s uh h (12:46:24 AM): hahahah heccckk yeah



No joke though, she's fucking beautiful! 10 millions times prettier in person! Ahhh the concert was one of the best moments of my life! Hahahah all the gay guys sitting by me, my ma, and my sister made it 10 times better! Ahahah ohhhh maaan! I can't get over it! She is so inspirational (: Like when she sang Halo... OH MAN! My favorites were probably Halo, Me Myself and I, Single Ladies, Listen, SAY MY NAME! HAHAHA lol, Idk so much i forget... ahhh!!! :DDDD Now my voice is gone! I want to go to another concert!!! (: I love Beyonce :D



_Alyssa

Happy

One year to me and Gabs...


Well minus a day.. hahaha but!



Happy One Year to me and Gabs and the INCIDENT! HAHAHA Gah dayumn changed our lives FOREVER.


_Lysssss

All Kevin's

a lees s uh h (12:14:31 AM): i want ice cream now!

a lees s uh h (12:14:33 AM): thannnks

a lees s uh h (12:14:34 AM): haha

DTMKEVIN (12:14:37 AM): np

DTMKEVIN (12:14:41 AM): ill just send it over

DTMKEVIN (12:14:43 AM): first class mail

Turn out to be my best friends. Hahah jk.. but this Kevin was my substitute best friend on the cruise! I miss him!



_Alyssa

(:

Maaan oh Manowitts.


Ew hahah. Anywho.. wow. Today was probably one of my favorite days this summer. No joke. Like the OG girls group all together.. minus freaking Cara 'cause her smart-ass is at freaking UCLA for a 10-day Medical Program! Jeeez louise. But anywho. 'Twas me, Meg, Gabs and Lo. Brought back so many memories of just us hanging out. I feel as if I'm neglecting them.. never asking them to chill or not even taking the time to talk to them. And I'd really like to apologize for it =/ I hate that I did that, 'cause I can see we've missed out on each other for this past Sophmore year.. me barely chillin' or taking the time to talk to them. Uggghh.. But! That's going to change (: My trust with them is really, still the same. My connection with them is undescribable haha. I can really be myself around them and feel I can still tell them things and they won't say one word. I love it! (: I can already tell they think or thought I've changed.. maybe not even in a good way =/ I think I went through a "cool" phase.. fucking bullshit. Hahah I'm no one compared to these girls.. they're too amazing. But probably one of my favorite times of today was talking to Gabby (: wow.. this is all homo sounding.. HAHA but really. I don't know. We're really going through the same stuff right now and the fact that we couldn't help each other or give each other advice was hilarious because it's all the same shit.. LITERALLY. I guess it's just comforting to know I'm not alone in this. No one in the world is alone in certain situations. I really need to instill that in my head because the certain emotions I've been feeling are no bueno.. and are basically for no reason. Mmm idk. From now on.. I'm gonna try to keep my neglect to these girls plus Cara! on the low.. MAAAJOR. I need them for the rest of high school.. It'll be nothing without them (:



PS I've been listening to Erased by Chris Brown for the whole day.. I can't stop hahaha.. I mean it's sad.. but really it makes me feel better I think! HAHA



"C'monnn.. Can't you see? I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve"



_Alyssa

<333

a lees s uh h (12:12:46 AM): youre smiling reaaal big huh

a lees s uh h (12:12:46 AM): hahah

abc (12:12:50 AM): yeah.

abc (12:12:51 AM): hahahaha

abc (12:13:41 AM): i hate you lees.

dtm (12:27:19 AM): last 2 nights i wen to bed at like 5

a lees s uh h (12:27:55 AM): whoa why?!

a lees s uh h (12:27:56 AM): hahah

a lees s uh h (12:28:02 AM): ohhh!

a lees s uh h (12:28:05 AM): ;D

a lees s uh h (12:28:07 AM): nvm ;D

a lees s uh h (12:28:08 AM): hahaha

dtm (12:28:29 AM): haha you already know apparently

dtm (12:28:34 AM): how do you know???

a lees s uh h (12:28:43 AM): i just know these things

a lees s uh h (12:28:45 AM): hahah

a lees s uh h (12:28:50 AM): been there, done that ;D

They're so freaking cute.. it should be illegal. Hahahaha.. Aww.. no joke though, I kinda miss that feeling. Haaa. When they're were talking to me I got freaking butterflies! That's really the best feeling in the world. Seriously, the littlest things from.. Goodmorning to smiley faces to 'have a good day' to Goodnight and even just spontaneous 'Hello. How are you doing?'s' make me so happy haha. From friends to 'lovers' hahah idk it just gets to me. I really appreciate every little word said to me haha. I've noticed that when those little calls or texts that I've gotten.. I didn't appreciate before.. but since I rarely get them anymore it's kind of just weird/sad hahaha. I don't know. I realized I got annoyed to easily and took things like that for granted. I don't want been there, done that's.. I want the right here, right now's. Hahahah . Mmm it's okay though haha. I'll just deal (: I just need to remember to not take shit for granted now.. mmhm! Goodnight everyone :D


_Alyssa

Wow

"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope."

This is freaking brilliant. Hahahah. He's Just Not That Into You is the most amazing movie ever.. next to Up and Mean Girls haha. Damn.. so freaking true though.. ahhhh.


"You're the exception"
I WILL be the exception, bitch. Haha..



_Lyss

Shannon Brown

Is fucking HOTTTTTTTTT! Hahahah and I don't even cuss shooot. Oh m' lord <333 Trev Ariza can suck it on the Rockets! Hahah jk I still love him.. even if he leftttt.


Mmm and I pretty much love Brandon 'Bee' Abrera :D Aww I miss chillin' with him so much! He's definitely my best fwend still (: Ahhh so good chillin' and talking with him today.. same old Bee still! (: Goodnight!



_Alyssa

I miss

Arlen James Ojerio. =/


(HELLA OLD! Summer before freshman year)


but.. No joke. I freaking miss this fool to the max. He is probably one of the few people that have made a huge ass impact on my life. He has taught me so much.. in happiness and sadness. We have it pretty easy compared to him. I find myself being all sad and thinking of him and seeing so hard it is for him.. it's pretty pathetic. He has been going overseas for the past two years, with some incidents that could have been very deadly. I love texting him because he's always so straight up with me and he tells me I make him smile hahah which is really good. I feel as if my ability to do so has been going down with everyone else =/ He has taught me to never take things for granted and to choose everything you do wisely. I wish he'd come home soon and for him to make things better and for him to get better =/ I love him so much. I just wish I could be as strong and as positive as him sometimes.



_Alyssa

Been a while.

Mm mm mmmm sucha stud muff ;D He can sing for me.. ANYDAY!


Long story short.. I miss Alaska, The Golden Princess, A-squad, My cousin's from Florida, Staying on the deck 'til 4 AM, hot ass white boy ;D, My Ate Karmina, My nieces and nephews, My friends, Cara (HAHHAHA), The old.. not hot days hahaha, Old days, Simple.. not complicated shit, anddddd YOU (:


I wish things could be so simple, but they can't! Pero, for now I'm fine, having fun with everything and everyone. And I'd like it to stay that way! For now hahah. I don't like long shit anymore.. this is too long already hahah. Short and simple. Peace out.




_Lees

I wrote

a super long letter.. but I'm pretty much comtemplating if I should give it/send it. God even knows how I'll get it to that person because of the fact I can't drive HAHAH. But as of now.. I think I want to. Why not take a chance right? I don't know maybe this will be mistake number 25345641 written in my book.. but I'd like to think that this might relieve a lot of my... hmm I don't know what to call it.. but yeah! Maybe get a lot of weight off my shoulders? So many words left unsaid and so many misunderstandings.. like every other conversation I have with someone hahaha. Because I can't talk! -___- but when pen comes to paper I know exactly what to do. But come on, it's me.. I'm the definition of chickenshit hahah.. pretty sad but it's true. But this is probably the first time I've felt like this so.. maybe it's okay to be trippin'. Ehhh I don't know. I really want the person to get my letter.. I wrote it at 3 in the damn morning hahaha. Mmm Im babbling! Christina rubbed off on me hahahahah.




I love this song! (: and RIP to her brother MICHAEL JACKSON =[[

_Alyssa

BELIEVE

Ohmygoodness! (:




"Whatever comes our way we'll see it through.."



_Alyssa

Mmhhmmm

Today was actually really good! Starts off with me and Lo arriving at Harkin's and seeing Transfomer's 2 was freaking sold out! Yeah =[ So we go to Tati's to meet up with Sybil and Tats to discuss our master plan. We get all scared and go frantic and start calling people like crazy hahah. Lo gets a ticket from Glen.. pero, me an Sybil had no luck =[ So it was 9:30 and we head over to Harkin's and me and Sybil make our way up and down the line -_____- we run into some friends and JMar finds Sybil a ticket.. so I'm the only one stuck without one.. of course! HAHA So we make our rounds again and after about going up it a million times.. I yell out "One more ticket! PLEASE!" And I start to lose hope and walk away but someone screams... WEHAVEONE! and I go insane and of course buy it from them for 10 bucks hahah. So me and Sybil feel all accomplished and happily go into the theater (: We go into one theater.. but Tati's brother saved us seats in another one so we moved to that one. We all got hungry so me and Xtines go and get snacks for everyone. We got curious and went to see what theater everyone was it hahaha so we looked and found a whole messa people it was pretty interesting! But yeah.. got our snacks. Bump into Mr. Flores and he decided to tag along before the previews start and eat all my popcorn -___- jk it was freaking huggeee. But yeah, it's always good talking to him because he never gives me bullshit answers even if it hurts a lot.. like it did! HA but yeah.. Always good talking to Javier. Mmm the movie then finally started! IT WAS SO GOOD! From beginning to end I was never ever bored. Ahhh I can't get over it (: Shia was great in this one hahah.. aww fool's so sweet.. always holdin' Meagan's hand and what not awww! I'm jealous.. they made me cry hahahaha! Mmm new Autobots are tight! Yeeee! Idk I don't wanna spoil anything but yeah GO WATCH IT! So we can have discussions ;D Aha. Mmm yeaup.. saw a whole buncha people and it was great seeing them! Mm some.. maybe one hah.. eh still hard/weird. Whatev.. What can I do if I'm not met half way right? Hahhhh WHATEVER! Gooodnighttttt! :D





_Lyss

I can't

sleep.. HAHA This is like every single one of my posts now. But it's true.. my sleeping schedule is messed up to the max. Mm well.. no doubt.. this was a tough week.. but hey, start of a brand new one right? I'm leaving to Alaska on Saturday though =[ But I'm pretty excited.. It'll clear my head a bit and hopefully put some sense into it too! Mm tonight feels different.. maybe it's 'cause that video Josh sent me hahahahah. (look up 'Skype Laughter Chain') The most I've laughed in forever!! HAHAH I loved it. I'm actually pretty okay right now.

a lees s uh h : eat a penis you gay boy!

a lees s uh h : hahahaha

a lees s uh h : (:

buggyboi92 : hahaha wtfff

buggyboi92 : you eat a penis

buggyboi92 : i'm not gay

The best love/hate relationship on the face of the planet. Sometimes he almost makes me cry hahah


Indirectly direct: Hey, learn from your twin.


"If it's corny, or if it's going to ruin your outfit, you don't have to wear it. "
"I like corny. I'm looking for corny in my life"
-The Holiday




_Alyssa

NEW BOY

in my life (:His name is Derrick! He just turned one and he just stole my heart.. hahahaha. Ahh but really. He's the cutest, sweetest baby in the world ohhh mah gahts! His laugh is so adorable and I know for a fact that he loves me back ;D Agghhh even my mom loves him, which is a plus.. HAHAHA dude okay I'm done. But really I love himmmm! He's so cuuuteee. I was taking care of him and I set him down in the kitchen 'cause he's freaking heavy so I put him down to stretch my arms and looking away from him for like 5 seconds and then looking back I see him trying to open the Corona box lol. So I had to take a picture! Ahahah aw.. (: Blehhh I miss YOU...r mom! Hahahehehahohoho... fail.. ha



_Lyss

More sleepless nights

보고싶어요





I know.. I would HAHAHAH.


My sister called me a bitch tonight... =[ HAHA yeah, I guess I needed to hear that.



_Lysss

Finally

A good, relaxing day out.


I was a little grumpy when I woke up this morning due to my lack of sleep.. just like every other day for these past couple of days 'cause of some things.. like all nighters, texting, thinking, and other things ha. But yeah, woke up to HSM3 so I guess it made up for it ;D Ahah of course. But yeah.. finally got up out of my sleeping bag in my brothers room 'cause my sister took up my whole bed -______- so I just parked it on the floor for the night. But anyways.. got up went on the computer.. browsed for a bit. I was thinking about 'On Bended Knee' for the whole night because Joe and EmerJ sang it last night at Lindsey's.. which was really fun! but kinda made me sad because hah.. aww =[ BUT yeah so I found the sheet music and printed it out and I'm planning to learn it this weekend-next week! Probably longer but whatevs haha. Then I go back into my brothers room and get my phone and seeing a funny text from George hahahah of course and then from Kev asking what I was doing and I said nothing. So he calls back and asks if I want to go get some food. So I get ready and Kev, Mr. Driver, picks me up and we go to Panera and see Kirsten working! (: Yaayyy that was good.. but found out some things that bring back my bummed outness hah. Soyeeeah me and Kev eat and I tell him about what's been up lately.. Part of the conversation .. "Man.. did you hear what she said?" "Yeah, I'd be sad if I lost an angel too... HAHA" (referring to me-____-) Little fucker hahah but it was nice of him I GUESS lol. But yeah the food was good! Hahahah. We had our food babies so we just chilled and talked about him and Ken for a bit.. 'cause they're so cuuutee! Then we headed over to Hollywood video and he rented a video game and the guy at the register kept telling us to buy a pickle in a pouch... wtf! Hahaha so yeah we headed down to the park and ran into the incoming juniors! Yaay that was nice to see them.. then headed back to mi casa and printed out some directions to go to the Pomona Inland Valley Humane Society (: It was so nice going there 'cause that's where I got my dog (: I loved seeing all the dogs, they were so cute! It was really sad to think that some of them wouldn't be getting adopted.. and they all looked sad =[ I hope they all find a home soon =[ Mmm.. but yeah then he just took me home aha. Mmm yeaaahhh. It was good finally having one on one time with him.. 'cause the fact he IS my best friend aha and it's been so long and his advice is always reliable and he tells me the shit straight up that I'm doing wrong and right so that's always good. I have so much thinking over to do now.. it's been kinda tough lately.. but my friends are really getting me through it (: And I'm so thankful for each and everyone of them (: I hope everything gets better with all the situations I've been hearing all around.. it's good to have people to relate to y'know? Ahhh well gonna go head over to MoVal for a little party then JoeJam's Grad Party! :D I'm pretty excited.. 'cause I'm probably gonna see the same people from last night lol. YEEE today was actually okay so far (:




_Alyssa

afghjkurlts;

so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much.


"Dude I'm a huuuge fail."
"Dude you're a fucking huuuge fail."

FAIL!!!!!!!! Hahah aww..




_Lyss

I've come to realize

that I'm not the same little teenager from seventh grade anymore. Hah of course right?


Before now.. I'd forget about anything and everything that caused me "emotional pain" lol. But really. And hey, I'm pretty jealous of me back then hah. 'Cause like I said, I'm not the same as I was before. I can tell that some of my emotions lately are taking a toll on a couple of things going on right now. I don't know, I'm not really going to complain because we live and we learn right? But it just feels weird to "care" about the types of things that I'm trippin or whatever about. I'm so tempted to go back and turn things around like I usually did or do, but I know I can't or at least shouldn't. I should have learned to speak up earlier because everything probably would have been better or at least "ended".. Instead of just spilling everything out when things started coming to an "end". End.. hm I don't like that word haha. I guess I'm just not used to things really, reaaally coming to an end. I've always liked to think of it as a "later!!!" hah. I think I'm done with "Oh no, don't worry.. I'll just forget about it tomorrow." phase. Because I know I won't hah. Even if I really want to forget about some things that happened recently.. maybe I'm meant to remember and meant to feel this way. One of my new close friends kept writing in they entry, "meant to be blahblahblaahh meant to be blahblah". (You should know who you are =] ) And everything really is meant to be, God wants us to feel "sadness", God really does have something coming our way in the long run. Therefore.. we should rejoice in our sadness because coming our way might be an amazing happiness because of the gloom we might be feeling at the time.


"It hurts but it may be the only way."




_Alyssa

Approximately

1 3/4th years.



Peace out.



Clean slate though.




_Lees

"Come visit

anytime! Especially before Alyssa decides on which college to go to. (East Coast!)

-Aaron Heredia"

LOL. Don't worry Aaron, I'll be there sooner than you know it. (:

I'm coming back New York.. don't worry (:



_Lyss

FUTURE

I think my parents are considering getting me this for my first car LOL



_Lyss

I'm pretty sure

I'm past the point of being upset with you anymore. You're just really disappointing me now. You swear all the shit you're doing makes you "down" or whatever.. but it really just makes you look dumb ha. You obviously don't care about anything anymore.. making me have the right not to anymore right? Well I don't. You're just provoking me. I was nothing but patient, but now all my patience is gone. You really messed up. You know my morals.. and in order to even keep a friendship with me, you broke it.. you big time fucking messed it up. You pulled an asshole move. I DON'T care anymore. This whole time period was a test.. and all you did was prove me right.




_Alyssa

It's not very nice.. but hey, I REALLY WANT IT! =[[[ Now that it's summer I'd have all the time in the world to play this baby =[ I already learned part of 'Mad' yesterday aha. Aghhhhh is anyone selling one!? =[




_Lysss

GOOD MORNING

Summer 2009 :DDDDD




Gaaahhh man. :D I'm so freaking happy it's summer you have NO idea!! I'm so content with everything right now.. YESSS! My grades are like 30 times better than I expected them to be.. I can still go to college!!! Haha jk. But really yessssssss! I don't have much to worry about anymore (: Mm got to start it off by going to Disneyland with my siblings, cousins and my sister's boyfriend, Jeremy! (: I honestly thought it was gonna be whack but I had SOOO much fun yesterday!! Hahah aww it was priceless. My baby brother's voice is gettting deeper =[ My baby is growing up =[ Really I'm sad haha.. awww =[ Anyways! Saw a whole grip load of people there! Fireworks were nice and Summer Nightastic was freaking amazing! I'm going back soon sooo gyeeahhh (: Hollllaaa when you're going 'cause I have a passss! :D Well my sister does.. but whatever hahahah. Mmm whatta good way to start off summer (: Ahh it felt so good sleeping in today!!! Except for the fact Ric gave me a little wake up call at 5:00 to ask me if I wanted to go to the Obey sale -___- I'm sad I didn't but hey... I got to sleep in! Hahaha I loveee ittt!


OHHHH! This is freaking cute!!!
So yesterday _____ lost ________ Hello Kitty balloon right? And I got a text at 11:30 saying, "So Joanna texts me and tells me to come outside and ______ is standing there with TWO Hello Kitty ballons (:"
(Couldn't reveal some names for certain reasons, sorry! HAHA)

WTHWTHWTH Duuuude that's so freaking cuuuute :DDD I'm jealous. =[ Hahah







_Lyss

CROSS YOUR HEART

(:
Go watch this movie, you'll love it (:




_Lees

(:

Something just made me wanna listen to this song today. Aww but I love and miss this song (: Mmm today was a really really good day and thanks you to the person who made my week :D You really did (: You know who you are hahah. Ahhhh I can't get over it :D Thank you so much! and Again.. sorry mine sucked so much... :( Mm I've never gotten anyhing so niceeee!! Thank you thank you thaaaankkkk youuuu :DDD


P.S. The lead singer looks like my cousin in-law.. I SWEAR!! Freakin' crazzzy!

Yes, KUYA Mike (: We're semi related ahah.
(No audio, saaahhweee =[ )





_Alyssa

Always

thought this was a tight video (: Hah


Mmm I'm gonna go watch myself the LAAAKERS game! :D
I want my freakin' Ariza jersey to come in the mail! =[

"Turned off the Jazz.
Blew up the Rockets.
Ate some Nuggets.
And now we're gonna make Magic disappear. "
-Nati (I refuse to spell it like Naughty hahahah)




_Lees

Good morning!

Mmm what an interesting weeek! (:


Monday-Wednesday was strictly "business" Hahhh. Just 'cause nothing interesting really happened that day. Thursday was the Seniors last day =[ .. That was really saaad.. we took pictures, signed yearbooks.. everytttthhinnng y'knoww. Mama aka Bethany.. signed my yearbook of course and I must say, her entry made me very inspired.. She is such an inspiration to me (: And I'm really gonna miss herrrr! =[ And of course all the other seniors I've made friendships with for the past two years.. Esp. Xtines, Lo, and Cads =[ Then Thursday night was banquet which was really chill and pretty cute just 'cause the music wasn't that poppin but certain people made it cuuute! Hahah yee, jerk sessshh of course up in there ;D Mmhmm.. yesterday was the slowest Friday but we got through it hahah. Then Jamie visited! Good to see her cuteself since she was all dolled up for her presidential initiation at her escuela! Daaaayummnnn! ;D But yeah, then Miah comes to the school to discuss the plans to finally meet THEEE Dennis Nguyen! Hahahah after like 8 months! And it actually worked out (: After coming from Miah's getting ready and what not we drive up to my neighbor see this fly, smiley guy walking around my block hahaha. Aww D is sooo guapo! First encounter hahah.. then we head our way over to Thai BBQ.. Miah's craving of course aha. We talked about his previous girl =/ But I know he only deserves the best of the best.. but yeah Miah can't stop laughing as always! And I just contain it like I always have to nowa days.. I'm pretty good! You should seee ;D Hahaha. But yeah, we head over to Diamond Plaza, but got lost on the way =[ Sorry!, for like 5 seconds thooough hahah, but yeeahh. Popped Dennis' Cue Cherry! Hahahah that was funnn, the pictures will be up soon (: Mmm yeee.. on the way back I got shaaawty ;D and Miah fell asleep in the back and after a bajillion years, I vented out my problems to him like before! And he always give the best advice and made me realize my potential and I only deserve "the best" myself.. so yeah! Hahah it was pretty interesting. Princess Miah wakes up from her slumber and reminds up we're going to Pinkberry.. Miah's choice... hahahahah. We talk in front of Pinkberry and Miah has to go homeee =[ Booo.. so Dennis drops us off at my house where her car is andd we go our seprate ways and I just chilled in my house and just ended falling asleep on my numerous texts.. sorry! Hahah but yeah.. Mm wow Dennis..! He is not what I expected, he is still as sincere and genuine as he was on the phone and texts hahahah unbelievable since nowa days most guys are just all talk and what not hahah. He is a very amazing guy who will most definately get far and will get the hottest, most genuine girl ever to walk on the face of the earth! Hahahah it's definately true thoughh. Mmm yeaup! That was my week! Hahahah and of course another pointless entry to add to my boring life! Yeeeeaah.. DUECES!



_Lyss

So

I'm about to start Christina, Lauren, and Candice's yearbook pages =/ It didn't really hit me 'til now that they won't be there next year.. I mean Candice will be in the same house and Lo will too, and Christina will just be in LA.. but it's not like I get to see them on the daily like I have been for the last two years. They mean so much to me.. probably more than they think. They've always been such sister's to me, knowing what's best for me, helping me out, saying straight up to me what's wrong.. think about it.. not many people can do that. They were they when I came in as a little freshman into choir and it took a while to warm up to each other but when we did.. omg hahah it was insane. I'm pretty nervous to make these pages for them.. cause I know I'll cry hahahah. Gosh.. Words can't even describe how much I love them (: They mean so much to me. I really really really don't want them to leave me =[.




_Lees..

Notte Sento

.

Mmm I love this (: And it's crazy how these are over 4500 STILL shots.

Just thought I should share it (:


_Lyss

BDLBDLBDLBDLBDL

HAHAHAH just kidding dude. That's frreeeaaking weirdddd aha.


Anywho.. mm don't you hate that feeling where it feels like someone completely forgets about you. HAH all emo sounding. But it's not like I'm letting it phase me... but yeah, I guess it's just an unfamiliar feeling. From going to have claimed to have cared someone so much, even if it's just strictly 'friendship', to basically nothing at all. Hah who knew?! It's not even like a sad factor anymore, because I've already dealt with that so much last year and I'm pretty immuned to it now haha.. but it just feels really weird, like reaaaalllllyyyy weird for some reason. Oh well life's really good right now (: It goes on y'know? Finally getting myself together and getting back into the game ha. I really haven't felt such contentment in a long time... it's great! For those who have stuck it out with me, thanks so much for staying, I loveee you guys! (: Alright this is cheesy now hahah. BYEEE!


_Lyss

Hahahahah

"Love is a many-splendored thing... and a very surprising thing, too. As if you needed proof of that, here are 25 funny little facts about love. Study them, scratch your head over them, and share them with someone you fancy.

1. Men who kiss their wives in the morning live five years longer than those who don't.

2. The oldest known love song was written 4,000 years ago and comes from an area between the Tigris and Euphrates Rivers.

3. When it comes to doing the deed early in the relationship, 78 percent of women would decline an intimate rendezvous if they had not shaved their legs or underarms.

4. Feminist women are more likely than other females to be in a romantic relationship.

5. Two-thirds of people report that they fall in love with someone they've known for some time vs. someone that they just met.

6. People telling the story of how they fell in love overwhelmingly believe the process is out of their control.

7. Falling in love can induce a calming effect on the body and mind and raises levels of nerve growth factor for about a year, which helps to restore the nervous system and improves the lover's memory.

8. Love can also exert the same stress on your body as deep fear. You see the same physiological responses -- pupil dilation, sweaty palms, and increased heart rate.

9. Brain scans show that people who view photos of a beloved experience an activation of the caudate -- the part of the brain involving cravings.

10. The women of the Tiwi tribe in the South Pacific are married at birth.

11. The "Love Detector" service from Korean cell phone operator KTF uses technology that is supposed to analyze voice patterns to see if a lover is speaking honestly and with affection. Users later receive an analysis of the conversation delivered through text message that breaks down the amount of affection, surprise, concentration and honesty of the other speaker.

12. Eleven percent of women have gone online and done research on a person they were dating or were about to meet, versus seven percent of men.

13. Couples' personalities converge over time to make partners more and more similar.

14. People are more likely to tilt their heads to the right when kissing instead of the left (65 percent of people go to the right!).

15. The tradition of the diamond engagement ring comes from Archduke Maximillian of Austria who, in the 15th century, gave a diamond ring to his fiancée, Mary of Burgundy.

16. Forty-three percent of women prefer their partners never sign "love" to a card unless they are ready for commitment.

17. People who are newly in love produce decreased levels of the hormone serotonin -- as low as levels seen in people with obsessive-compulsive disorder. Perhaps that's why it's so easy to feel obsessed when you're smitten.

18. Philadelphia International Airport finished as the No. 1 best airport for making a love connection, according to an online survey.

19. According to mathematical theory, we should date a dozen people before choosing a long-term partner; that provides the best chance that you'll make a love match.

20. A man's beard grows fastest when he anticipates sex.

21. Every Valentine's Day, Verona, the Italian city where Shakespeare's play Romeo and Juliet took place, receives around 1,000 letters addressed to Juliet.

22. When we get dumped, for a period of time we love the person who rejected us even more, says Dr. Helen Fisher of Rutgers University and author of Why We Love. The brain regions that lit up when we were in a happy union continue to be active.

23. There's a reason why office romances occur: The single biggest predictor of love is proximity. Familiarity breeds comfort and closeness... and romance.

24. One in five long-term love relationships began with one or both partners being involved with others.

25. OK, this one may not surprise you, but we had to share it: Having a romantic relationship makes both genders happier. The stronger the commitment, the greater the happiness!"

Saw this in an ad in the AIM start up thing hahah. Some of it's pretty cute and interesting and true! Weird. Idk just thought I'd share that with yaaaa! Y'know for those who are lookin' for "love" GOOD LUCK hahah.. jk. Enjoy.



I'm not ready to write about Candlelight yet. All I know is I bawled like a baby.. like really hahaha. It's okay I freakin' love my 08-09 Women Sister's forever and ever and everrrr <3