I wrote

a super long letter.. but I'm pretty much comtemplating if I should give it/send it. God even knows how I'll get it to that person because of the fact I can't drive HAHAH. But as of now.. I think I want to. Why not take a chance right? I don't know maybe this will be mistake number 25345641 written in my book.. but I'd like to think that this might relieve a lot of my... hmm I don't know what to call it.. but yeah! Maybe get a lot of weight off my shoulders? So many words left unsaid and so many misunderstandings.. like every other conversation I have with someone hahaha. Because I can't talk! -___- but when pen comes to paper I know exactly what to do. But come on, it's me.. I'm the definition of chickenshit hahah.. pretty sad but it's true. But this is probably the first time I've felt like this so.. maybe it's okay to be trippin'. Ehhh I don't know. I really want the person to get my letter.. I wrote it at 3 in the damn morning hahaha. Mmm Im babbling! Christina rubbed off on me hahahahah.




I love this song! (: and RIP to her brother MICHAEL JACKSON =[[

_Alyssa