Weeeirrrrddd..

After a while.. things that matter so much fall silent.. to people anyways. My mind still races everyday from this subject to this one and eventually back to the originating one.. It's funny how things always seems to work out like that.. You can go from one place to another and to another and so on.. but eventually you just go back to where you originally started.. hmmppphhh.. found that kind of weird. Mm but anyways.. I found myself talking to a friend or new friend! that I'd never think of talking to. Because.. I don't know ahah.. But anyways.. I found myself talking to this person about some things I've been trying to.. mm not really avoid but try not to because I feel as if my emotions aren't worth spending time on it.. Although it seems to be something I think about at least once a day ahah. But anywho.. it was good finally talking about it again.. realizing "Hmm.. oh yeah, this is why I keep thinking about it" and it being a good thing. These past two months or so.. I've felt so.. I can't put my finger on it.. but feel as if my mind was so jumbled and everything seemed so complicated when there was no need of it. I now feel like everything is simply falling into place... not place but unraveling. Unraveling into something simpler for me to analyze. It's things like these that make me realize why I've stayed for so long and why my faith in this hasn't completely died out yet.. even if it had died out on the other end.. hmmm... It just felt good hearing that someone.. even if I'm not as close as the other end is.. has faith in it.


OH AND THIS MADE MY DAY (:

(1:53:54 AM): we had no one there for us

(1:54:01 AM): soo it's good to make it easier

(1:54:54 AM): on someone

(1:54:55 AM): we love

(1:55:04 AM): aww (:

(1:55:12 AM): thank youuu!

_Alyssa