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another one. This one goes out to someone who is very underappreciated, at least I don't tell this person how much appreciate him much as I should. It's funny.. because this person.. is probably the one who has to put up with most of my crap and complaining.. but yet again.. I can complain about this person alot too hahahah. I can whine and complain, laugh, go all bipolar, make me think sooooo hard of where it makes me stay up til the crack of dawn thinking "Aw.. what'd I do wrong?" or "Why am I so stupid?" things like that.. in one second I can go from being absolutely so angry and aggravated and annoyed at that person where I don't wanna talk to them and in another second I'll be smiling my face off because I realize how lucky I am. And to me... that's something special because very few people can actually put up with that.. give up... I don't know. I probably piss this person off more than anyone in the world.. no doubt hahah.. although the person hasn't even told me.. I can just tell =) Hahaha. Just the fact the person hasn't given up on me.. dealt with my mistakes along the way.. and myself dealing with that persons mistakes and problems as well. I don't know.. it's so hard to find things like this... friendship and even more. Probably one of my closest friends and much much more. I don't tell you this because I don't know.. My words just can't come out hahahah. Pretty lame yeah, I know but this person knows how much I stumble on my words.. and it's rare for someone to do that to me because most people know me as completely opposite ahah. .I bet after you've read the previous entries you got disappointed because I should be the one going with you with those things... but but in reality I really do appreciate you and everything you've done. Yeah.. this is really weird now... so yeah! You know who you are!




-ALEESSUHHHHHHH