Thank God

for Caitlin Ramiro and Kevin Sun.




Seriously.. thanks for saving my sorry ass tonight (:








"I realized even the biggest assholes can be the greatest people." -cr

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE MARIE MARTINEZ! <3

Awww dayumn.. it's been a hella good 12 years of knowing you (: Forreal.. ever since you moved in next door when we were like 4. I still remember how we met.. there were some tires against those wooden poles in the dirt road and we were playing with them.. I was really shy but then my sister spoke up and asked about you.. and when you said you were my age I got soooo happy hahah ew gross.. but seriously we've grown so much together.. You probably know everything without me even telling you.. it's crazy how we don't even really talk anymore.. except in the morning with our 5 minute conversations hahah. But seriously.. I could still go over to your house sometimes and tell you all my stories and you wouldn't judge me.. like how I won't judge you. You're still probably one of my best friends and one of the first ones (: That's really homo sounding hahah but really.. I loveeee you, you brat! Happy 16th Birthday :D

Be Ef Ef ERRRRS

"How come you're not talking to _ _ _?"
"Because I felt like talking to you.. Pull up to da spot, 26's like deeeaaayumm!
Eyes on me like "Bitch, do you see heeeemmm?"




You finally made it into my blog "bitchassnigga"!

HAHAHAHAHAH

Date: Jan 28, 2009 11:17 PM


Duuuude don't even trip, you got that shit on LOCK. You're fucking superwoman!



I wish! Hahahah thanks anyways G.
Thank you for making my off day, on! Hahaa

This one goes out to my favorite JD ;D HAHAHAH.. this song is so catchy!

js : you guys are wittle babiessssss

v: remember when they made that "wapoooossshh" sound?
v: and we didnt know what it meant
v: well now i know... you
v: got
v: it
v: WAPOOOOSSSSHHHH!!!!!


Yeah, whatever they got me back hahahhahah.





"But hey, that's us. (:"

I'm in sucha

good mood(: .. Like.. I wanna give someone a big hug and laugh and smile and dance HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! What the haaail. But seriously I'm in a really good mood right now hahah. Maybe it's the music I'm listening to.. maybe it's how my day went.. I don't know! Everything is just really good right now.. at this moment. I DON'T KNOW! It's never been this consistent in a while and I hope it doesn't go away aha. Ahhhhh :DDD Hahahahahah I'm so happy!! New semester should be good.. because I'm gonna TRY! I promise I willllll. Mmmm well.. I'M GOOD.



ks: and stop posting up pointless blogs !


Mmm you know who you are.. maybe you don't (:

I realized

that lately my blogs on here have been pretty pointless... JUST BECAUSE I don't really have anything to complain about anymore (: Hurry February! :D

"Daaayuumnnn, he did the pocket thing!"
HAHAHAHAH


"Keep 'em comin' "

Fuuuuun

Hahahahah... Ahhhh... man we get so bored -__________________-

LAAAAMEEE

Aww dayumn. Look how pathetic I look trying to open my eyes... It looked like I have low blood sugar 'cause the bags under my eyes... I mean they're so big! You could go shopping with 'em =[[[ I was cleaning out from under my bed and it got all dusty and my eyes got all itchy so out of my first instinct (RIGHT!) I rubbed my eyes.. and all the dust shiiiiet got all over my eyes... welll not in them hahah but yeah. Now they ever more red and puffy and I look stoned -_______-


Well.. first day of finals tomorrow!! I'm all studied upppp! ... for BIO! I'm gonna ace that shit! Hahahah (: Even though its on Friday hahahah. Studying in and between classes with my 75 notecard on my raaannggg! Awww YEAH.

Okay BYEEEEEE!
ALEEEESSUHHHH SAAACCCC.

Iiiiiii

KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW ITTTTTT!



Enough said.

Dear Tita Menchu,

It's funny, I was really thinking about you these past couple of days... Who knows why. I can't believe it's almost been 5 years already. It seems like just yesterday we were constantly going back and forth to the OC house every weekend... I remember we used to time how long it used to take us to get there.. and when we got there we would rush inside just to say hi and to spend time with you. Everyone would.. all the Sacramento's and your side too. It's funny Mamang just used that "I just seems like yesterday I was feeding you with a bottle." .. when my parents called you as my Godmother ... Hahah aww... you're making me cry haha. But I remember you would always say to me "Don't cry, you're so ugly when you cry." Hahahahah! Maaaannn... I really miss you... you were like a second mom to all of us. Really you were.. Always greeted us with a smile even when you were in so much pain.. like the first time we went to the hospital when you were first diagnosed I couldn't even go inside... but you called me in and gave me one of your famous smiles. Hahaha I can barely see right now because of my tears hahahaha.. Mmm well.. it's just been really hard for all of us lately.. With Tito Bob and the older cousins. I'm hoping they'll forgive all the parents like I had to... and with Ate Faye and Kuya King... please ask God to bless them. I've been praying everyday for that. And with everything else that's going on. I've been making the stupidest mistakes since you've been gone. I've been so selfish and just every little thing that I know would bug you too. When I was born my parents asked you to take care of me if anything ever happened to them.. but when they're mad at me.. I'm just asking you to do that same thing. Just help me pull through... set my mind straight. Everything! Hahahah.. I miss you so much.. especially right now. Please just watch over me and the family.. and I'll see you soon. I love and miss you so much<3




R.I.P. Ninang<3






-Your Goddaughter
Alyssa Sacramento.

DUUUUDEEEE

I'm so happpy (:



c: once something good happens
c: you tend to realize how good everything else is



Trrruuuue that hahah. This was a good week. PERIOD (:

a: and then like simmers down
j: fart ..
a: ahaha
j: LOL
a: WHAT?!
j: wrong
a: hahahaha
j: PERSON
j HOLD ON
j: lLOL
a: !!!!!!!
j FAIL
a: hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!




EPIC FAIL
Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

Today

was good (: So was yesterday (:












:D

Here's

another one. This one goes out to someone who is very underappreciated, at least I don't tell this person how much appreciate him much as I should. It's funny.. because this person.. is probably the one who has to put up with most of my crap and complaining.. but yet again.. I can complain about this person alot too hahahah. I can whine and complain, laugh, go all bipolar, make me think sooooo hard of where it makes me stay up til the crack of dawn thinking "Aw.. what'd I do wrong?" or "Why am I so stupid?" things like that.. in one second I can go from being absolutely so angry and aggravated and annoyed at that person where I don't wanna talk to them and in another second I'll be smiling my face off because I realize how lucky I am. And to me... that's something special because very few people can actually put up with that.. give up... I don't know. I probably piss this person off more than anyone in the world.. no doubt hahah.. although the person hasn't even told me.. I can just tell =) Hahaha. Just the fact the person hasn't given up on me.. dealt with my mistakes along the way.. and myself dealing with that persons mistakes and problems as well. I don't know.. it's so hard to find things like this... friendship and even more. Probably one of my closest friends and much much more. I don't tell you this because I don't know.. My words just can't come out hahahah. Pretty lame yeah, I know but this person knows how much I stumble on my words.. and it's rare for someone to do that to me because most people know me as completely opposite ahah. .I bet after you've read the previous entries you got disappointed because I should be the one going with you with those things... but but in reality I really do appreciate you and everything you've done. Yeah.. this is really weird now... so yeah! You know who you are!




-ALEESSUHHHHHHH

Ahhhh..

It's funny. I really don't know what I would do without my friends. I really think that's I'd be in an insane asylum or something hahahah. Maaaan.. just a couple nights ago I was complaining to one of my good friends.. it went onto four o`clock in the morning just me complaining and laughing and I finally fell asleep hahah. But really if it weren't for that person.. Idk I really think I would break down crying hahaha.. because I'm sucha baby! And then last night dang I was freaking out for some reason like maaad freaking out. And I called a friend but then the person left and I was still dissatisfied and I tried sleeping but just couldn't at allllllll I was just so angry.. and an hour later luckily another friend randomly called and we caught up and talked about som "perverted" things HAHAHA uggghhh.. but hey, it made me happy right? I don't know pretty weird. I'm just so lucky for having them there... I DON'T KNOW! I have no idea why I'm even doing this... this is really stupid.. but lately.. they have been playing such a big part. All you three know who you are if you're even reading this... just wanted to show a little gratitude. And I really love you three... not IN LOVE with you hahaha I just love you three hahahah.



-LEES

buggyboi92 (2:55:23 AM): YOU NEEDA GET USED TO MY SARCASM

buggyboi92 (2:55:24 AM): or

a lees s uh h (2:55:25 AM): hyperness and aggravation do NOT mix

buggyboi92 (2:55:25 AM): else

a lees s uh h (2:55:25 AM): hahaha

buggyboi92 (2:55:25 AM): :]

a lees s uh h (2:55:28 AM): hahahahah

buggyboi92 (2:55:29 AM): hahaha

buggyboi92 (2:55:30 AM): wowww

buggyboi92 (2:55:32 AM): hypermuch?

a lees s uh h (2:55:35 AM): its true!

a lees s uh h (2:55:36 AM): YEAH

buggyboi92 (2:55:42 AM): lolol

buggyboi92 (2:57:02 AM): why ?!

a lees s uh h (2:57:11 AM): idk!

a lees s uh h (2:57:20 AM): my aggravation is pumping my blood!!!

a lees s uh h (2:57:21 AM): hahaha

buggyboi92 (2:57:26 AM): hahah

buggyboi92 (2:57:26 AM): nicee

buggyboi92 (2:57:33 AM): it's like 3 in the morning

buggyboi92 (2:58:00 AM): and you're hella hyper

Hahahahahahahahahahaha! DUUUUUDDDDEEE!

Wow dude only very few people can handle this haha.
Damn seriously... I think I should say that.. huh Josh!? Hahah

Why

am I still awake?! Gossshhh I need to be up in like less than four hours to get up to go to Mountain High. Hopefully we leave later.. probably will hahahah. I'm so excited thouuuughhh =DDD It's been tooo long since I last went =[


Yeah.. I don't know why I'm up.. watching some more of that Floetry stuff.. I used to watch it allll the time hahah.. I guess it's starting back up again. I don't know. I guess it has really made me start to think. Think of what I have, what I don't have, what I want, what I don't want. My goals and dreams. Past times... a lot of my past times actually hah. Yeah.. thinking is pretty bad for me.. especially thinking too much... ESPECIALLY when I'm on my period. HAHAHAH. Ugggghhh man I hate it. And then all I do is like think and complain to myself and assume and blah blah blaaaah. And then I get worried and then realize I shouldn't have been doing those things at all because it was stupid and it was far from what I was even thinking. Listening to these type of things again have made me actually take the time and think about how some of my "hopes" are kinda stupid. I mean they're not stupid... but stupid if I don't speak up... which I'm really bad at. I guess I just have too many high hopes and know that some of them won't be fulfilled... sucks to say.. but it's true and I really need to start realizing that. I don't know.. I guess I just wish someone, something, or Idk just anything could prove me wrong.. Idk maybe just that "One step ahead of you" type thing. But hey! I shouldn't even be dwelling on that right now because .. yeah hah. I don't know. I'm just gonna stop this and actually try to sleep hahah. Hope everyone has a good rest of their break. Goodnight. (:



-LEES

SHIIIIITTTTT!

GaaaahDayumn. This was amazing. I cannot even describe. DAAAAMNNN!!!!!
PS Hi Jepri Arias! Hahahah



"I will sleep on dry pillows now."