Ohhhh my Lordy.

Why do I always get in trouble when I'm on break?!?!?!?!



Hahahah uggghhhh. I don't really care anymore.. just as long as nothing bad happens, which I highly doubt it will. Probably the stupidest thing to every call out on. But WHATEVER! Hahahah. I'm totally fine now (: I just hope everyone else is fine too. Looks like I won't be goin' out for a while. Well I'M HOPING Friday... HOPING!!!! I think I can though hahah. Just be extra good and clean. Then I'll be okay. Well I bet no one.. except for select few know what I'm actually talking about... so I'll just let you think! Hahahah HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :DDDDD

Complicated

I thought this video was pretty cute hahahah yet awkward.
But hey, it's a really good song too.. hah.

Yeah

Don't worry.. I'm fine now hahahaha.

Because

I know what to fucking expect now.








DGAF

One word.

STALLION.



If you know what I'm talking about you probably have a whole bunch of butterflies in your stomach right now and your face just turned red. HAHAHAHAHAH. I'm just kidding (: Maybe that's just me.. oh well. Probably 3/4th's of Women's Ensemble + hate me out of jealousy! Hahahahah ahhhh. =DDDDD



Mmm haven't been on in a while. Bittersweet feeling about Madrigal feaste being gone. It was one hell of a Madrigral feaste.. now I know why it's nicknamed MAD feaste hahahah. But forreal last week was fcking fun, sad, intense, exciting... I bet you I can't describe half of what people felt last week. Emotions from each far ends of the spectrum... but overall it ended well with no hard feelings and a crazy ass chant session with everyone. Ahhhhhh... that was so fun =D I miss it already. No matter how cheesy this is, choir is my family. Hahahah... laaame but true. I love choir <33333


Mmmm let's seee nothing new. Just this is the last week of before winter break! So I'm pretty excited about that =) Hope this week ends well.. It's freaking cold.. I can barely type... uhhhh YEAH. Peeeaaace & Goodnight.

Ahhhh

Finally.. It's Friday! Unfortunately.. I'm a loser... actually! I'm not because the reason why I didn't chill today was becauuuse I didn't see my phone in time hahah jk (: But Today was Ooookay. Nothing amazing. School, NO PRACTICE, just went home for once in a million years and actually took a nap! I got noooo sleep this week because of homework and eherrrrmmm for keeping me up for the past two days -_- Hahah baatttt.. 'S all good! Dang this was a pretty busy week actually. It's actually pretty entertaining. Yesterday.. Went smoothly... except the fact I was hella tired because I was on the telefono til like 1 and slept through ALL of 6th period.. from 10 minutes into the period until 2:13 and we get out at 2:17 hahah. Then had practice.. Alto's got fckxing chewed outtttt MAJOR =[[[[[ But overall the practice was pretty good. Then after me, Lo, and Dev walked to the Shoppes.. and went to Panera Bread and ran into Matt and Jason and then Lo left. So me and Dev just finished our food with Matt and Jason and then they left and we went to Barnes and Noble. Looked at Spark Charts.. Scary Magazines... ect. Hahah then I got picked up and got home around 7. Did my Bio Lab EARLY for ONCE! Yeeeayuh. Then did my math.. and then gotta call from Frizan saying sorry for half the conversation hahaha.. planned to sleep early but Baby Francis called and did him a favor of sending his professor and essay and by that time it was 12:15 -_- Hahah so I slept at like 12:30 'cause I had to finish hw. Soooo much for sleeping early! But yeah. Didn't do much today and I'm fine with that! Due to my super busy schedules! And tomorrow I gotta be at school by 8 for choir -_- then I have a performance from 1- 3 at Chino Towne Square... so you should head out if you're out there (: Yeee. I'm gonna TRY to hit the sheets early tonight. I hope everyone has a good weekend... GO MANNY FCKXING PACQUIAO :D Ready for the fiiiight tomorrow! Woooo hoooo! Goooodnight =D

Ohhh my

Lordy lordy! Today was sucha great day. One of the best days I've had in a long time (: First period went by slow as usual in the freezing cold! Hahah hmm.. second period was pretty interesting searching for cells in the middle of anaphase, interphase, metophase, ect. Third period we got to listen to the select people Josh chose for his piece... which totally kicked Women Ensemble's ass hahahah. And practiced and actually sounded OKAY. Hahah fourth period was kinda boring.. actually really boring hahah. Lunch was whatever. Fifth period was pretty chill... because Ashley was my sub! Hahaha some chick I used to dance with... and freakin' Kyle had the Teacher's Addition of the book and just copied the answers hahahah. So yeah, we got done with that and then I started talking to B-Dawg and he told me about an "experience" he had and it made me almost pee my pants because I was laughing SOOO hard even after like 15 minutes of hearing the story I just kept mentioning it and laughing super hard everytime... I guess it was a "had to hear it for yourself" type of thing... but damnnnn that shit was FUNNY! Then in 6th we didn't do anything but watch a video... as usual hahah and I moved seats and sat by my kindergarten buddy Ian and cracked jokes the whole period hahahah... aw man it was a good school day. (: After that I had choir practice.. which was pretty productive and we sounded pretty good! And then we had our octet tryout and mine made it =D Yaaay! After me, Christina, Miah and Lauren went to Thai BBQ and ate S1! Yummmy hahaha. After that we headed over to a meeting in Cheeeno para Key Club and got info about the Chino Parade. After that we took Lauren home.. and on the ride back we bagged on Miah for a couple minutes... and then for like 10 minutes they on me =[[[[ About ____, an ugly man hahahah. It was pretty funny though... Miah had this ugly laugh hahaha awww. Well after that we, actually I, stopped by the tennis courts at Ayala to say hi to Francy Pants(: and then left after 5 seconds because it was cold and he was busy hahahah. And then got bagged on again and then gotta lecture! =[[[ And saw Mrs. Hancock HAHAHAH. Yeah, that's it hahaha. Man I loved today. Whatta good day compared to my lame/sad last two weeks! (: Ahhhh hope more good days are to come.



-LEES

"You're inches

from my finger tips,
I've come as close as I can get.
I'm reaching but the rest is up to you."
--Reaching by Jason Reeves

That's a pretty cute asssssss song hahaha... Go listen to it =D Hmmmm... John Legend's new album is pretty bomb! I like most of the songs actualllly. I'm a little late due to the fact it came out a little over a month ago. BUTTTT It's really good =] And the songs are pretty touching... most of 'em! And catchy. I think you should go take a listen to that as well.. Highly recommended =] ANDDDD Christmas is jussst around the corner! And my 'N Sync 'Home for Christmas' CD is fully loaded onto my iPod and has been playing for the past week. Except for the fact Kevin has my iPod tonight! =[[[ My wittle bwaby. Enough of music!


Hmmm.. as of right now. It's pretty bumpy with school, friends, family, boy(s) hahahajk, and other stuff. But I hope that everything will clear up and be good again =] I'm hoping and praying. It's funny... I got huge ass lectures this weekend by two of my closest friends, basically about how stubborn I am and how I need to let go.. Hah. Like that hasn't been mentioned before. I don't know... probably.. to tell you the truth... I'm pretty damn scared. Hella scared of letting myself go to anyone and trusting them... probably just the getting hurt in the end part. I don't know my past experiences just went too quickly and I was just so immature and naive. Well yeah, I still am those things but now have a better knowledge and understanding of what I get myself into. The weird thing is, is that I've really only have been "hurt" once in my life. And it wasn't even because a loss of relationship, but a loss of close/best friendship. I don't know... that was probably one of the biggest losses of a person I've ever had in life so far. Hah well I don't know... but it was just SO HARD for me to lose someone who I really cared about, not even in "that way" anymore.. but giving them so much of me because that person was my best friend and have it taken away in an instant... it sucked. Hahah... I couldn't think of any other word. But really. All because I was so stupid and selfish and so ignorant about losing a friendship because of not speaking up. I've come to realize that containing yourself isn't any better for something to be said all at once all spilled on the table. Because of my stupidity I did not only lose a best friendship of one person, but close friendships for quite sometime. And I can't imagine going through that again... but I know it's part of the living experience ha ha haaaa. As I was told this weekend... " Alyssa, you're pretty damn stubborn. I know you care about this one so much... but you're hiding it and this person has no idea that you SO FCKING SHOW THAT YOU DO!" Hahahahah. I'm too lazy to write anything else... but I AM going to change. 12:37 am 12/1/08.
I made a promise to myself... and my close friend ____ _______ =] Hahah.


A little taste of his amazing, new album =D

I finally

joined in on this blogspizot thingmajig. Yeah, sorry xanga lovers =[[[ Hahahah. I just had to my old account was giving me a lot of difficulties.. only because I wanted to post videos. HAHAHAH. So sorry if I'm not so interesting... only because I'm just getting used to this.. even if it's the same thing! Hahaha.

Well!

I'd like to give a shout out to my best friend. You're amazing for being so strong after getting hurt from someone who has no idea on what a great person they are missing out on. That person is so ignorant for leaving such an amazing person being, even just with friendship. Because honestly I don't know if I'd be a crazy pyshco maniac if you weren't one with me hahahahaha! And if you weren't so mean to me... I don't think I'd be as "tough" as I am now. ;D Muhahaha. I just don't want you to be emo because you're a happy little asian kid that has a contagious chinky-ass smile that can make anyone laugh anyday HAHAHAH. I hate you soooooo much! You have no idea hahahah (:


I was gonna write about something else... but I'll save that for another day because this is getting kind of long already. Sorry you, Curious George's (: Let's just say I'm not the happiest camper in the world, but I know I can get there.... I'll just let you ponder on that. Goodnight to anyone that's reading this!