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HAHAHAH just kidding dude. That's frreeeaaking weirdddd aha.


Anywho.. mm don't you hate that feeling where it feels like someone completely forgets about you. HAH all emo sounding. But it's not like I'm letting it phase me... but yeah, I guess it's just an unfamiliar feeling. From going to have claimed to have cared someone so much, even if it's just strictly 'friendship', to basically nothing at all. Hah who knew?! It's not even like a sad factor anymore, because I've already dealt with that so much last year and I'm pretty immuned to it now haha.. but it just feels really weird, like reaaaalllllyyyy weird for some reason. Oh well life's really good right now (: It goes on y'know? Finally getting myself together and getting back into the game ha. I really haven't felt such contentment in a long time... it's great! For those who have stuck it out with me, thanks so much for staying, I loveee you guys! (: Alright this is cheesy now hahah. BYEEE!


_Lyss

Hahahahah

"Love is a many-splendored thing... and a very surprising thing, too. As if you needed proof of that, here are 25 funny little facts about love. Study them, scratch your head over them, and share them with someone you fancy.

1. Men who kiss their wives in the morning live five years longer than those who don't.

2. The oldest known love song was written 4,000 years ago and comes from an area between the Tigris and Euphrates Rivers.

3. When it comes to doing the deed early in the relationship, 78 percent of women would decline an intimate rendezvous if they had not shaved their legs or underarms.

4. Feminist women are more likely than other females to be in a romantic relationship.

5. Two-thirds of people report that they fall in love with someone they've known for some time vs. someone that they just met.

6. People telling the story of how they fell in love overwhelmingly believe the process is out of their control.

7. Falling in love can induce a calming effect on the body and mind and raises levels of nerve growth factor for about a year, which helps to restore the nervous system and improves the lover's memory.

8. Love can also exert the same stress on your body as deep fear. You see the same physiological responses -- pupil dilation, sweaty palms, and increased heart rate.

9. Brain scans show that people who view photos of a beloved experience an activation of the caudate -- the part of the brain involving cravings.

10. The women of the Tiwi tribe in the South Pacific are married at birth.

11. The "Love Detector" service from Korean cell phone operator KTF uses technology that is supposed to analyze voice patterns to see if a lover is speaking honestly and with affection. Users later receive an analysis of the conversation delivered through text message that breaks down the amount of affection, surprise, concentration and honesty of the other speaker.

12. Eleven percent of women have gone online and done research on a person they were dating or were about to meet, versus seven percent of men.

13. Couples' personalities converge over time to make partners more and more similar.

14. People are more likely to tilt their heads to the right when kissing instead of the left (65 percent of people go to the right!).

15. The tradition of the diamond engagement ring comes from Archduke Maximillian of Austria who, in the 15th century, gave a diamond ring to his fiancée, Mary of Burgundy.

16. Forty-three percent of women prefer their partners never sign "love" to a card unless they are ready for commitment.

17. People who are newly in love produce decreased levels of the hormone serotonin -- as low as levels seen in people with obsessive-compulsive disorder. Perhaps that's why it's so easy to feel obsessed when you're smitten.

18. Philadelphia International Airport finished as the No. 1 best airport for making a love connection, according to an online survey.

19. According to mathematical theory, we should date a dozen people before choosing a long-term partner; that provides the best chance that you'll make a love match.

20. A man's beard grows fastest when he anticipates sex.

21. Every Valentine's Day, Verona, the Italian city where Shakespeare's play Romeo and Juliet took place, receives around 1,000 letters addressed to Juliet.

22. When we get dumped, for a period of time we love the person who rejected us even more, says Dr. Helen Fisher of Rutgers University and author of Why We Love. The brain regions that lit up when we were in a happy union continue to be active.

23. There's a reason why office romances occur: The single biggest predictor of love is proximity. Familiarity breeds comfort and closeness... and romance.

24. One in five long-term love relationships began with one or both partners being involved with others.

25. OK, this one may not surprise you, but we had to share it: Having a romantic relationship makes both genders happier. The stronger the commitment, the greater the happiness!"

Saw this in an ad in the AIM start up thing hahah. Some of it's pretty cute and interesting and true! Weird. Idk just thought I'd share that with yaaaa! Y'know for those who are lookin' for "love" GOOD LUCK hahah.. jk. Enjoy.



I'm not ready to write about Candlelight yet. All I know is I bawled like a baby.. like really hahaha. It's okay I freakin' love my 08-09 Women Sister's forever and ever and everrrr <3

Finallllyyy

got the complete new album from Meg and Dia on my iPod! THANKS GOPHER! This is probably my first update in like a month -_____- 'Cause I've been too busy.. more like lazy to put any new things on there. BUTTT I really love the CD.. it's better than I thought! Nothing beats their old stuff hah but it's still freaking amaaazing. I can surprisingly relate to a lot of the things on this cd.. so maybe that's why I like it so much. Mmm I need to update my iPod more! People should make me someeee (: SOMEONE still owes me one.. hehehohohaha.. I hope you're reading this! HAH




Didn't make it into Vocal =[ But it's okay at least I don't have annoying people in my section anymore HAHAHA jk most of 'em I know so it's all good hahah. Yaaay I'm pretty excited now!



_Lyss

Ohhh

mahhh gahts! (: Today was suuuper good and suuuper chill at the same time! Yess I love days like this.


School wasn't too bad, at all super easy classes today and tomorrow will be easy too! (:Well, hopefully hahaha. After school practiced callbacks for a wittle bitttt! After that me and Ger hit up the library and finished our drivers ed! Hahaha yeeah, right more like the free 20% but whatevs we still caught up to each other.. now we gotta buy it =[ Then we played in these super loud, sqeaky purple chair things ohhh my.. no bueno! Too loud, and we were being loud too so it was 10 times worse hahah. Then Ger left and I chilled con Josh and Dev. We played on the computers.. more like they did -___- then walked to cheeepotelay! Mmm yes that was good, sat outside for a bit talking about callbacks... :O! Ahh yeah scurrry then we walked Dev to work and Josh treated me to a DQ made by Dev hahah. Yeah.. stayed for a bit and got lectured by Josh like always -___- Went back to la biblioteca and played with paint.. on the computer hahah. Then my daddy picked us up and we went home. I watched the Lakers win tonight.. it was great! YAAAYYY 3-2; C'maaaann! They got it thoughhh (: I wuvvved today and hopefully tomorrow. Wish me luck on the 3 day postponed callbacks! ;D BYE!



_Leeeeesa

EVERYONE

who is my friend on myspace.. check out the first two pictures of my 2009 album... LEAVE A LOT OF COMMENTS! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah (:





I LOVE NICOLE ADRIENNE ADVINCULA ♥



Yeee, Me and Kaycee are finally DONE. I'm suuuper proud of us (:


HAHAHAHAH "dude peets! WTF? you send me the weirdest shit! haha but i always love it!!"
Werrrrrd.. sorry if you can't handle it anymore Cad's LOL (:

_Lys

Hahahah

*Play Gibberish on iPod
"I can't sing Gibberish for my choir tryout!"
"Obviously! What the heck! No one can! Maybe T-Pain!"



LOL! Maybe you just had to be there.. or just listen to the song yourself. Check it out! Gibberish - Ryan Leslie. Mmm and yess for sleepless nights of thoughts of bullshit running constantly through my mind! MY FAVORITE! -______-

Mmm

What a goood week! I came to school each day thinking.. "Aw.. this is gonna be a bad day, I can feel it already." But surprising it was one of my best weeks hahah. Ahhh I loved it. Fuuuuhh I heard prom was bomb. =[ I'm jealous. Hahaha it's okay I still have two years.. too bad my favorite classes are leaving within those years =[ Bleehhhh I can't believe the year's already coming to an end.. This year went by TOO quickly, like up to the point where I didn't even like how fast it went hahah. Only because I didn't have the time to grasp all the moments, y'know? This was def one of my most favorite years ever. (: Yay.. too bad it's not over. Hahah here we go finals! -_________-






LAKERS!LAKERS!LAKERS!LAKERS!LAKERS!LAKERS!

My baby Ariza(: ... and his baby! HAHAHA

Thank you

GOD for being so good to me everyday (: I really came to school with a hella dgaf attitude today but everything just got so much better as the day went by. First went by super quick, second did too, third listened to people sing and get jealous of them getting call backs lol.. then fourth had a test, lunch I just went crazy and practiced ahah, 5th wasn't too bad, 6th seemed hella long =[ Then after school I practiced my ass off sing On My Own like countless times! Being serenaded to the people who were going to try out, serenaded by Emerj, Ger, Glen, and Joe for their audition for the Senior Talent show, and finally going up! AHHHH that was the scariest shit ever in my life.. hahaha really it was! I had freaking Joanna, Tim, Tiffany, Roddy ANDDDD Josh! Gaaahhh that was killer =[ Need to work on my damn range shit hahah I sucked! and annunciation.. but I ended up getting a call back asdfghkl; :DDDDDDDD I'm so happy!! :D Then I listened to the boys prepare to go in and they all got into Men's! BUTTT Christian gotta Vocal call back too :DDDDD That made me like super ultra happy to the max hahaha I'm so proud of him :D Yesssss! I hope I get in now -___- doubt it.. but hey, vocal call back?! Good enough for me to just get that freakin' piece of paper! Hahahahah YESSSS 3 amazing days in a row (: I couldn't ask for more.. I'm gonna stop trippin over stupid shit.. and that gets me through. AHHH Today was soooo good.. this week was freaking great! And now we have a 3 day weekend! What more could I ask for (:





_Lysssss

Mmm

Two good days in a row :D








But what's wrong with me now. =[

:) :) :) :) :) :)

Ohhh man! Today was just one of those days where I thought, "Dang.. just gonna be a normal day.. chill for a bit then head home and probably take a nap." BUT it wasn't! It was probably one of the best days that I've had since I've been back from retreat. Ever since I got back from retreat temptation has been over 10xs stronger than it was. And sometimes I resist.. and other times I just cant. Nada mean?! Ha yeee.. idk. God has already given me so much more than I've asked for since I've been back (: And today was just way more than I could've asked for in a day (:


Started off with me sleeping at 2 for no reason =/ Then waking up early for no reason! Going to school in the most silent car ride ever ahhh.. then getting to school and freaking out about the bio test. Took that 2nd and got it over with.. super hard! But theeenn 3rd got a lot of laughs outta that hahah. 4th.. then lunch was good went to Christian Club! Lol.. but I gotta good message outta that and inspired me to get closer to God (: Mmm 5th.. then 6th! Estrada was 14 minutes and 25 seconds late! And why so exact? Because it is written.. if a teacher doesn't show up after 15 minutes into a class period you can leave without being truent... =[[[[[ hahahahah. Whatevs class was chill. After school Lugo kids came! :D Yay after that Marv had somethin happen =[ but yeah. Headed to his house and ended up going to el parque thinking we couldn't cause of yeee but we did! Watched the boys ball and sat there all awkwardly with some of the other guys and girls who were so close.. but it was okay 'cause I was just soakin' in how beautiful the day was (: It really was.. it was so pretty! Kev and Christ "made shots" for me.. but really Kev missed his and Chris made 'em para mi! So that gave me some laughs too hahah. It was just super chill and I loved it for some reason even if I was a loner. Hahah mm we took some people home and headed over to Wendy's at that time it was 6:45 and we ened up leaving Wendy's at 8:15 hahah. But that hour and 30 minutes was the best vent sesh I had in like a million years. I know why people are jealous of me for having such great guy friends.. actually brothers (: It was good having them listen and give me advice. And for me listening to their stories and learning from theirs (: I love knowing that they're like the older brothers I've never had and they actually care hah. And Christchan.. who knew?! He's really one of my faves now (: Whatta good listener/advice giver! Ahhh I love them so much. End of Story!


AND! To top it all of.. LAKERS BEAT THE NUGGETS!!! :D Yeeee booooyyyy! I love you Ariza and Kobe! :D
Look closely<3






_Lees

Mis amigos

never cease to amaze me. (:





"HANDS IN!"
'Cause we only deserve the best of the best, that treat us the best.



Thank you for making me realize that Sybs, Marv, and Chris.<3

It's amazing how

you knock me of my feet mmm. Every time you come around me I get weak mmmm.
-Joe ; I wanna Know

Remember that song?! Maaan hahah aw I miss 90's slow jams. They were all so cute. What if someone actually sang that to you?! You'd melt!!! At least I would -___- hahah. Whatevs. It's cuuuteee hahahah (: Ahhhh.. Anyways.. I got my new phone!!! The Nokia E71x aka "The slimmest smartphone on the market" ? Hahaha



I love it cause it actually gets service! And is fast!! ..For now anyways.. hahah but I like it :DD Yaaayy.. now it's time to give my baby(phone geez! lol) to Gerry =[ Hahah. I really really like it though it's so interesting haha. Mm but yeah! This was a pretty chill weekend.. I liked it though got to spend time with people I haven't chilled with in a while (: Friday started off with Me and George getting picked up by Ric and others to go to Ontario Mills and VG's. Helped the boys shop and help Ric get a present para Gabrielle (: Yaaayy hahah. Me and George were freaking dehydrated/hungry/nauseated by the end of the trip due to out blood donations =[ Oh well! Hah then Ric dropped off me and Kev for the choir concert.. The concert was aiiight.. not really.. it was bad lol hahahah oh well! After that we made plans to go places.. but ended up in the parking lot as always. Haha so we ended up going seprate ways to In-N-Out con Lo, Dev and Josh. Chilled in the lot for forever and realized me and Josh have naaasty laughs hahahah ew. But yeah it was like 11:15 so we took Dev and Josh home... through the scurrry canyon! Sheeesh. But yeah then Lo took me home. And that was it =/ Yesterday.. woke up.. got my new phone! Had to transfer errthang =[ which took foreva eva and I got so pooped I took a nap hahah. After I got ready and then headed over for a delicious dinner at BJ's for Gabby's birthday :D Aw it was so good and funn.. yeee! After that we all headed back to Gabby's hizome and sat on her couches talking about nothing and laughing.. at nothing.. hahaha but that's always the best (: Yaaay I missed themmm.. but yeah! We all had food coma and headed homeee. Got home around 11:30 with nothing to do.. so I decided to watch Doubt.. CRAZY! Hahah it was a crrraazzyyy movie.. Idk I think it was.. I was tired haha. But yeah this is pointless.. as always. Mm this was a good weekend. Hope everyone else had a good one (: BYE


_Lyss

Happy

17th Birthday Gerry P Number THREE! aka bear aka eh-ee! bahaha. Yay now you can watch rated-r movies and nc-17 ones... BUT DON'T! Hahah not good for your eyes boyyyeeee. Yeee thanks for being so tall and funny and super cool! Hope you had a great day (: You def desevered each and every good second of it (: You're one of my fav fav faaavs yo!



Mm today was actually a good day.. probably cause it started off as a goodnight/morning hours before YAAAY I love it for some reason. :D I donated some bluhhhhhd today and I'm hella delirious and drowsy right now =[ So I'll probably like knock out and not even remember that I even posted this! Hahah but I feel like a good samaritan so it's all good (: Yeee.. good day today.. like to keep it that way :D Tomorrow's Friday woot woot.. choir concierto.. -___- come if you'd like to.. wehhhh hahaha. Mmm Saturday I'm getting my new phoneayyeee! :D Yesss I'm so happy/excited for it.. Haven't decided yet but I've been scoping out some pretty cool ones (: Then my baby is going to Ger =[ I hope he takes currr of it.. hahah. He better I loved/hated this phone... if you're reading this! Take care of my baby =[ My first qwerty keyboard baby hahahah. Yeeah, this is getting really weird now.. So I'm gonna go.. Hope every has a good niiiight :D





LAKERSLAKERSLAKERS... better win tonight =[[[[[


_Alyssa

Happy

16th Birthday Gabrielle Martin! :D If you're reading this.. I hope you had the greatest day. Thank you for being so dayumn sexy and incredible and heroic and all the positive words in the world.. because they all describe YOU! You deserved the best of the best day today 'cause youre the BEST! I love you bestestesterest friends :DDD




Mmm as for today.. What an interesting day hah. Mm started off with going to school to give Gabs' balloonies but not finding her in time but Roberto gave them to her para mi (: And she liked them :D Hahah yaaayyy. Then first period was whatevers. Second was a drag as always. Third was fun!.. got in trouble for SMILING! What the efffff.. whatever haha. Fourth finished all of my questions and what not. Fifth.. made a new fwend! Named Andrew.. who educated me about drugs hahahahah wow. Sixth had a test that took up the whole period! but didn't turn in the homework I didn't do so it's cool (: Hahahah. Went to the choir room after school and established me and Dev had a baby (His child development baby) and named it Winston :D So sophisticated huh (: Hahaha. Had practice which was okay.. then got serenaded by Joe and EmerJ! (: Then walked over senior lot and chatted up con Francis.. yeee ha. Mm then Women's practice! Which was extra fun for some reason :D Then Miah took me home.. and as I was going inside Cad says..

"PEETS! Your side gate is open"
*opens door*" Okay.. hahahaha.. whatevers!"
"Alright just warning you just in case a fucking robbers in your house!"


Bahaha I thought that was so funny.. but not surprising coming outta Caddy's mouth ahaha. Mmm overall.. today wasa pretty different day.. but it's good to have so variety. ;D Aiiighttt well PEACE OUT PLAYA (:




_Lyss.

Mmm

Fighting For Nothing (Album Version) - Meg & Dia




I forgot why I liked Meg and Dia so much before until Ger inspired me to listen to them again.. because of his mere obsession with them.. I thought "Aw whatever I'm bored." Hahahah but it made me remember how much I miss this type of stuff and just their music in general! Gaaah dayumn they're so pretty to the max.. I'm muy jealous hahah. Mmm I love their new album already!


Anyways the boys kept urging me to check out Keri Hilson aka shawty that's a TEEEEEN or whatever hahahah.. And mah bad.. I'd have to disagree and say that her and Meagan Good are tied for the hottest black girls and Meagan might be a little prettier hahaha.. no homo! Hahahah but seriously but she's still super pretty! Haha aw those boys always make my day (: Don't know what I would do without them.. or my bestest girlfwends awwws. But yeeeah.. if you're not doing anythannggg come to our choir concert, Friday, May 15th! Yeah... WE will be no bueno but whatevs! HAH.. also Polynesian Club Luau on Saturday! Go support 'em (: And then Mayvn's In the Spotlight workshops featuing perfomances from Marvels (Go Tats, Ma, and Trev!) Melissa Reyes, and Lydia Paek.. go hit that up hahahah. Gross I'm like advertising haha. Whatevs! Hope everyone has a good rest of their day!

Happy almost Birthday to Gabs, Ger, Jillian and Taylor! If you're even reading this... hahahah.



"You’ve got to weigh your wars make sure you’re not fighting for nothing."



_Alyssa

Ohhh yes!

BETTER that's ten times better.. asdfghjkl; I just want to go back on retreat. Why does errrthang in mah life have to be so complicated!? Bleh.. it's just 'cause I'm laggin' it.. like I do with everything. Bleh this needs to stop now. I'm contradicting everything I learned on retreat. This is gonna get better. =/ SLAP ME! I'm complaining again.. aghhhhh...




_Alyssa

Yeah yeah

I'm a little upset.. shoot me. Hahah aggghh.. But I'm still so happy and so blessed at the same time. I just don't know how much longer things can keep up.. =/

HURRY

SUMMER! Geez louise maaang. Blehhh school's sucha drag yo. Whatevs. Man so Star Trek?! Uhhh hahah you can just see it for y'self. It was aiiight but pretty weird... actually really weird! Hahahah whatevs. Yesterday was interesting hahah.. Mm Me, Lo, Josh, Ger and Matt walked everywhere -_____- hahah but it's cool. Except that I gotta tan =[ Womp womppp... hmm I don't know. This was a good weeek! But REALLY long =[ It's okay. Well workshop today and then party!? Yeeee sheeee ya'll laterrr (:


_Lyss

No selfishness.

I can probably go on and on with all of my flaws. But hey, don't we all? I guess I can admit it to myself now. Mmm.. today was a great day though :D Mm school was aiiight, practice ended early!, shopped with Meems, Lo and Xtines, Xtines came over and had a good talk (:, went back to XXI con mi madre and shopped hahah.. then home! And now I'm here (: Mmm BUT something significant happened today.. haha.. When I got home.. my dad gave me a big hug and kiss on my head (: For the first time probably since summer :D You don't even know how good it felt.. and deserving it was.. ahhh I screwed up so badly.. but my praying has done wonders (: I think God finally told him I'm getting better hahhah. Better late than never right (: Mmm all smiles today :D I love itttt! Couldn't be happier :D




_Lees

It's been too long...

Of having that feeling of contentment in my life. This past weekend was probably the most amazing weekend in my life. Yeah, I have been on a retreat before.. but that was before I went through probably the hardest struggles I've ever had to face. Just listening to people talk about their struggles made me realize that not only that I have it so much easier than most people, but nonetheless all of our problems we have are all so similar in one way or another. I can't even begin to explain how incredible this weekend was.. Seeing each and every one of us show how vulnerable we actually are and not trying to hide behind all the "toughness" and "invincibility".. that is just completely and utterly impossible hahah. For the past couple of years, I have made no effort in making Jesus part of my life, even at the least. I mean, I might have said it, but I'm really going to try to mean it this time. Yesterday at mass felt so amazing.. getting the Eucharist and actually feeling like I deserved it after almost two years of not going to confession. Rachel told us when we come back, the temptations are going to come back twice as strong and I can already feel that. No doubt though, today was probably one of the happiest days haha.. I was "radiating" as some people told me today. But I'm glad! It's that Jesus glow yo! ;D Hahahah.. lame. Oh man.. I'm just so happy right now. I'm going to try and pray my hardest for this "high" to last for forever! Or at least start making better choices than I have been making lately.. Mmm fresh new slate.. I love it <3



LOVE IS HERE, LOVE IS NOW.
I John 4:16


_Alyssa