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Para mis amigos! Seriously.. If it weren't for them I don't even know where I would be. They're always the first one to put a smile on my face as the day starts even if it's just a stupid text, call, comment, spontaneous visits to my house as they blast some"Stickwitu" hahahah. It's pretty funny.. I usually don't get along girls (OooOoOo sounds like I'm a playa playa huh? NAHT) hahah but yeah, just all my friends period have been so great lately (: But of course my boys hahahhah. They make me so happy yet so mad at the same time. I know I can go to them for advice and even just to learn things about a guys mind hahahah. And they'll tell me without hesitation literally.. even some things I'd rather not know. But damn they're just so funny hahahah. They're all like the older brothers I've never had. They always look out for me.. Like the boys I date, the boys I want to date HAHAH jk, what clothes are too revealing -____- Idk, just anything you could possibly think of. They're just so amazing to me hahahaha ew.. but seriously they're know how to stick it out, and stay outta trouble and even when they do get in trouble they take care of it and just laugh it off afterwards. They make me so happy times 100000000 (: I love my brothaaaa's!

Happy

Ash Wednesday everyone! (: Hahahah



(These are MUCH larger than they appear hahah)










Man oh man.. so I think today was one of the bestesterestest birthday's I've ever had like in my life hahahah. I mean yeah, these past birthdays have been great.. but today I don't know.. I just felt bombarded with love hahahahah. My arms still hurt from carrying all my stuff hahahah. Aw maanngg! :DDDD Hahaha ew I sound sooo lameskie right now.. but really.. everyone who greeted me, hugged me, screamed at me, kissed me ;D hahah jk, helped me carry my stuff hahah.. I don't know just every little thing just made it like best day that I've had like entire day hahah.

Mmm shout outs to Josh for being the first to call! Nikko for trying hahahah but left me a voicemail.. Bee texting me when he was drowzy and ready to knock out and justthe fact we dont even talk that much anymore and he texted right at 12 (: And France of course "second the best" NOT hahahah (: But yeah, called me twice!
OHHH YEAH and my AT&T Top Three HAHAHAHA Nicole, Kaycee and Rhea know wassssup ;D


But yeah SUUUPER SUPPERRRR SPECIAL THANKS TO : Anna being the first one I actually saw.. and for those balloons, coffee and card! To Rhea for coming to me to get her jeans haha and for the pretty balloon (with the same colors as last year! muhahah) Cara for coming at me with that huge *** card her and Meeha made, then my brother's Ricardo and Kevin for being late to their first period and giving me that huge thing of balloons and a tiara hahaha, then Miah for that pretty big balloon hahah, Caddy for the Pizza/Botalic card hahahahahah, and Meg for the super good brownizies! And #3 from my T.T. ;D.. HAHAHAHAH jk.. kinda HAHAHA!

"You can be all cool about it and be like.. oh its only for one person, so don't go bringing anyone else aka my neighbor... Like in mean girls!"
Hahahahahahahah #3! HAHAH Yeah, that made my day basically ;D



If anyone is reading this... hahah I just want thank you for just being a part of my life and just anything you had to do with it obviously made me survive to my sixteenth year of living hahahah. I'm so thankful for you all, you have no idea! I l love each and every one of you so much words can't even describe how much I love you all! <333

Normally.. I'd be pissed off.. but since my FRIENDS are the greatest.. I could careless (: #3 baby NUMBER FREEAKINGGGG 3 :D

Love,
Alyssa<3

I've come to

realize that I embarrass myself way waaaayyy too much when I'm nervous

"_ _ o _ _ _ ! I mean _ _ _ _ _ p! I was staring at you, I mean no I wasn't staring but yeah I was looking at you and I meant to say his name but said you!"
"Alyssa I totally saw you try to trick him but you ended up tripping over his damn foot"

HAHAHAHAHAHA Duuuddeeee...That's freaking embarrassing!
"Dude I don't know it just makes me so happy when I see you do stuff like that!" -___________- HAHAHA


Shout out to Rowenanananana! Some cool chick that doesn't feel like hitting me up or updating me with her life anymore.. and she's probably one of the only one who reads this thang! It's okay 'cause I still love her even if she doesn't love me =[[

I'm

trusting you and myself to prove me wrong and let me sleep well tonight.















Mmm...
Let's really hope you can prove me wrong this time =/

Wow.

awwww DAYUMN.

"I just wanted to let you know how much I miss you and it's crazy to see how good of a person you've become. I miss talking as much as we did or at least as much as I thought we did. I hope everything's working out between you and that one guy you're talking to right now.. yeah, hah, someone told me. But I really miss you and I hope to see you again soon.. or at least one day. Take care."

Wow whoever left me this voicemail please please please PLEASE man up and tell me who you are.

Btw, I'm tired of the anticipation and waiting and everything.. wow looks like I spoke too soon when I said things were going so well.. ah.. Come on Friday =/

Mmmm (:

This was a great week indeed.. it's up there with Puerto Rico and the PI... so...that's pretty damn high haahahah. Ahhhh I loved it..Like every single day there was something good I could say about it.. especially Wednesday, Thursday and Saturday♥ But.. I can't =[ Ahahaaa back to reality!




This is my first entry on my new computer :D Ahaha that I just got todaaay a huge 22 in widescreen flat-panel monitor that's burning my eyes right now hahah. Ahhh I wuv it! Although it's not an iMac =[[[ This will do hahahah.. oh man that sounded like I'm spoiled.. but yeah! I really do like it! I'm exploring right now!

Well I hope everyone has a good rest of their three day weekend :D Take currrrrr and GO WEST BABBBYYY!

"Stupid girl

I shoulda known, shoulda known."




I really like that song.. but it's pretty embarrassing to say who it's by HAHAHAHA. Only 'cause it reminds me of some people I love ayaaatttt.. hahah Choir people that is! And yeah ha whatever though!




Speaking of choir.. Disneyland basically made the whole rest of my month! What a grrreaatttt day (: Started off with waiting in the Choir Room for 20 million years thinking that the love of OUR lives wasn't going =[ HAHAH. We got on the bus and I sat next to Rhea and vented to her and cried.. no just kidding! Hahahah but yeah, I basically said what was buggin' me about some thaaangsss and she told me stuff too! Pretty juicy and we're basically on the same page right now and we're really sad hahahah not really though! But it's always good talking to her (: One of my besterestest homie in the world :D Mmmm so then we got off zeee bus seeing it was a beaaauutiful day, forreal it was though hahaha. Met up with the gang and we realized errrrone was coupled up.. it was really depressing hahahaha! But yeah, we took the tram and met up at the entrance of the park and checked in with our chaperones.. and.. saw.. the sexiest.. man.. in the .... WORLD! BIG FREAKIN' MAC! We were all freakin' out when we saw him.. looking super fine as always and I was giving him some of my infamous air kisses ;D HAHAHAHAHA Now that I think about it... that's pretty damn embarrassing HAHAHAHA But I was hyper.. what can I say! Yeah... then we went into the park the first ride we decided to hit up was Matterhorn.. Idk if I spelled that right! Sorry hahahah.. but yeah. One word AWKWARD.. I'm not gonna go into detail because I don't want to even think about it hahahahah. Yeah, then met up con Kaycee and Nicole and we walked over to Big Thunder Mountain with the errrone and ran into Gerry, Josh, Dev, Joseph ect and decided to grub with them hahah. 10 dollar fish n chips =[ But yeah, then went to Pirates of the Carribean and we got in trouble hahahah whatever though we're fun. Yeah, got off and errrone went pee.. and decided to head over to Indiana Jones and shut down on us LAME =[ Yeah, me and Kaycee and Rhea decided to go check out some bracelets para... (: You know hahahah. Yeaaaahhh... the boys got Dole Whip and then we headed over to Toon Town to meet up with the Choir.. too much went on backstage.. so yeah.. we did our thang and sang! We went back to get changed and blah blah blaaahhh.. and headed over to Space Mountain! Raced through the lines and saw some spots that reminded me of my last trip to Disneyland (: But yeah! We got to our seats we got separated from some of the group =[ Rode with Xtines though! and the boys and Lo-Flo! Made some uggggly faces in the pictures.. Gerry's won! Hahahahah.. yeah, then we headed over to the Buzz Lightyear ride and killed Cara! Wooohoooo! (: Just kidddaaannggg (: But yeah, we got out and Rhea and Jeps went to look for the Sophs and Cara got a churro.. we all got hungry and decided to get some food from Frontier Land.. with a stop of getting the bracelets (:Yeah, I got a chimichanga thingmajig hahahah.. pretty good! Kinda hahah then me, Cara, Nicole and Kaycee headed over to Haunted Mansion cause it reopened that day! So of course we wanted to go! But everyone else left us =[ But we met up right after we got off hahah so yeah, then we decided to head over to Indiana Jones! (: Finding out it was open! But the girls got hungry hahahah and decided to get Dole Whip and churros.. plus Jepri HAHAHA but yeah we went back to Indiana Jones and got in line seeing Alyssa C., Morgan, Kim and Dev were in front of us so we chatted for a bit and gave them bites of our Dole Whip but we went out separate ways =[ Hahah but yeah, listened to Lo and Xtines harmonize in line and Jepri taught me some Korean.. too bad he's filipino! HAHAHAH But yeah, got onto the ride and went insane cause we got a whole car thing to ourselves! (: And at the end they announced in the intercom that we were the loudest group of the day... YEAH BABBBY hahah "Ayala!" Mmm yeah.. it was kinda obnoxious but it was still hella fun hahaha. Yeah, it was 7:30 and our meeting time was at 7:50 so we got all scared and scrambled and split up hahaha and calls were being made but we didnt find anyone hahaha so Me, Cara, and Rhea decided to just walk around for a bit and talk and all the good stuff..and we finally headed over to the front meeting up with the entire choir. We checked in and all that stuff.. chilled for a bit.. and saw... some biatch massaging our baby =[[[[ HAHAHAH seriously though.. I think everyone wanted to cry HAHAHA. As me, Rhea, Caddy, Courtney, Xtines and Linds waited for the tram for like 20 minutes we talked about Big Mac and our fantasies.. well Courtney's HAHAHAHAHA!!! Ewwww...!! HAHAH but yeah, we talked and laughed.. haven't laughed so hard in a while hahah. It was hilarious.. but the ride home was even better.. HAHA I sat con Rhea again and Caddy and Court sat in front of us. We talked and laughed for the whole ride home it was freakin' great (: You have no idea hahaah. I realized tour is gonna be so much fun with all our talks and pranks OH MAN! I'm so excited.. but yeah. We were about 5 minutes away from home and Candice got a text from her sister saying "Look for R***** (aka Big Mac) he's coming home with us." Basically we were freaking out in the bus and screaming and blah blah... Caddy : "If my sister's lying to me, I'm gonna cry.. If she's not.. I'm still gonna cry!" HAHAHAHA Aw dayumn that was so funny (: HAHAH!! Ahhh I freakin' love choir so much.. I don't think I'd have friends if it weren't for choir hahaha. I've made so many bonds with people I'd never expect. I'm so thankful to have them (: I love everyone sooo much (:



OH and I think I left out one little detail... Big Mac is GAY.. HAHAHAHAHA Gotchu (:
"Why put the stars in the sky if there's no night?"
"I don't even think that makes any sense!" HAHAHAHA


This was the most nonsense I've ever written about hahahaha.







Well.. I just hope everyone has a good Valentines Day (: Unlike lack-of-plans-people.. Like me =[ Oh well.. sigh =[ Haha. Well yeah... I hope you have a good day tomorrow! As good as mine was yesterday!



And Happy Birthday Rhea<3 I love you!




-Pizza

MESSED UP

jepriandbig (11:11:43 PM): imma be like

jepriandbig (11:11:48 PM): oh... im sorry i took the last one

a lees s uh h (11:11:54 PM): hahaha JERRRRK

jepriandbig (11:11:58 PM): [=

a lees s uh h (11:12:38 PM): hahahah

a lees s uh h (11:12:43 PM): i can imagine you doing that

a lees s uh h (11:12:50 PM): and ill be staring right at you

a lees s uh h (11:12:51 PM): hahaha

jepriandbig (11:13:11 PM): and ill smile and look right at you looking at me alyssa

jepriandbig (11:13:20 PM): and we will laugh forever and ever about this haha

a lees s uh h (11:13:34 PM): hahahah


Aw.... hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

>=[

Little stupid green stupid monster. =[

Intense

"I don't like when people say "I know how you feel", because you really don't. Only God knows how deep of the sorrow we feel and that's why we need to put our complete trust in him."


Last night was probably one of the most intense nights for the Sacramento's... Tears ALL over the place. But through thick and thin all of the love between the tita's, tito's, Mamang, cousin's, babies, and the close family friends will all prevail in the end. With God by our side.. nothing is impossible. We all need to start putting our faith back in Him... like when Tita Menchu and Papang passed. Malaya is twice as important because she is the one that will hopefully bring and mend us back together. I really do believe she is our "Glory Baby" because I know everyone in the room last night felt the guilt of not being as close anymore.







On a lighter note..
I thought this was really cute hahahahah. 'Cause he didn't see that there was a link.. and 'cause he would be the only one that would IM me 5 seconds after I put that as my away message. Aww (: haha.

f (10:35:41 PM): whats wrong
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a(10:35:54 PM): hahaha click the link!

BABYGIRL

Today I found out your name.. Malaya Charis Sacramento.






Wow.. I can't help to think of how amazing you're gonna be when I get to see you in Heaven. Although I didn't get to meet you and you didn't even get to reach any of us... I feel as if I already know how you would've been like if you made it to us. I know God has you safe in his hands and Tita Menchu was so happy to see you.. and Papang.. now I know it won't be lonely up there. I know them and everyone else that's up there is going to raise you well. Ever since I found out.. you have been on my mind. A LOT. Showing me how the most unfortunate things can happen to the best of people.. but really on the other side.. there will always be something good. You've opened my eyes already and although I'm having some pretty bad/off days in the end I should be happy. It's funny.. we didn't get to speak, let alone see each other, but you have probably touched me more than some people I have here. Like I said before, I love you already, Malaya.



<3Tita Alyssa



January 30th, 2009
RIP Malaya Charis

Sheesh

Today was a really off school day..

-First period Coach Martin was being a biatch. PERIOD hahah
-Second period kept stumbling with my DNA replication thing
-Third was fine... except that Alto's sucked.. not a change though!
-Fourth period I thought that because my novel wasn't approved
Valdez would give me an extra day like she said she would.. but since
its her.. no mercy or she forgot. GOSH Whatever she likes me hahah.
-Fifth... we had a sub.. but BDawg got me in trouble yesterday.. DICK hahah.
-Sixth period I couldn't concentrate.


But yeah it still ended well for some reason.. I have nothing really
to complain about. I don't know things are going smooth.

Except for the what happened last Friday =[ RIP BABY GIRL.
We didn't meet.. because you didn't make it.. but your parents
are freaking amazing. I love them so much, and I love you already.
See you in heaven baby. <33 ... =[



-Alyssa.

Ditto

to 122108.

Daaayuummnn

Wow, I think this would have to be one of the best guitar covers I've ever seen hahah. Maybe not.. hahah but its still reaaallly daaaamnnn good!



Aw man.. I hate when this type of stuff happens =[ Not necessarily what the person did anymore.. just the tension from it and ... AGGGHHH. Whatever I need to know that I always have a reason to be the least bit happy.



"What the hell do we do now?"